miffy

I spent the day locked in my room - I have work, but I have a lot of thinking to do.

I've been overcome by the fact that I have to deal with this really incredibly shit-tastic break up. If it had been like the normal ones, where we just go our seperate ways and move on, it would have been better - but further ties made it disgustingly messy, and now it's just ugly.

It doesn't help that one creepy person was knocking on my door regularly at 3am to bother me.

Now that that's over, I have another person puppy dogging me everywhere. I really can't deal with this and everything else at once. the stress is overwhelming.

Tomorrow, I work. I'm tired and unhappy at the moment, hoping for some kind of reprieve from all of this. I'd like to think there was someone nice out there who would appreciate that I do things, rather than grab at it and take everything i have to offer and stomp on it.



I don't want to break hearts, I don't want people to attach themselves to me, I just want to meet someone nice and equal.