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Monday Feb 27, 2006

Feb 27, 2006
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the days are getting longer and i feel like i'm constantly in wait.










i get more asian by the second. i have more asian girls running circles around me making me feel less superficial, less shallow, less greedy - and while I should feel glad that I'm not all those things, I'm jealous that I'm not able to be those things and still be comfortable with myself.

it's like being jealous of obese girls in tube tops and mini skirts. I'm jealous they can put on that outfit, look in the mirror and think "Mmm I look HOT" and go out in public.

I can't scream "I want I want I want" and feel comfortable. I try not to feel that way, but I may be getting sucked in.


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in other news at tiffany's I saw a really really old crotchety white guy with two young asian women in their twenties. He was buying them one diamond ring each - we're guessing upwards of 60-70k a piece.

Even if you did have a huge ring like that, when you showed your friends and they asked you where you got it, would you be able to proudly say "I slept with a nasty old guy and another asian girl!"


oh general-ethnic-group-of-which-I-most-closely-classify-with-myself, why do some of you have to go out of your way to make us all look bad?
bob_dobalina:
those bad aspects of our shared ethnic allegiance are magnified by the fact that we're hyper-critical of what we see from people with whom we share a loose affiliation
Feb 27, 2006
frenchy:
We never see you at SGSF events anymore frown
Feb 27, 2006

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