Did anyone see me on Friday? Did you recognize me? Did you get a load of the outfit I was wearing? I designed and made that myself. I realize it covered only the barest of bare essentilas. I rarely go out in such clothes, being naked on the net is naked enough for me, but once in a while I just feel the need for a little good natured exhibitionism.
I had what could be considered an unusual weekend by most peoples standards. Several people from the past or who I have had very little to do with for a long time have suddenly out of the blue called me because they say the feel compelled to. Ask if I am ok. Which I am. I am actually very calm and at peace right now for the most part, aside from the stuff with my father.
I did not get to see my dad because I have been feeling off, runny nose, stuffy, headache, tummy unhappy. I do not want to get him sick, I have to wait, which is tearing me up quite a bit.
I went out to the club but I was cranky and miserable. The douchebag DJ who played the music on an awful sound system WAY too loud did not help. It was so bad I had to sit outside in the icy rain because my ears and my soul hurt as he destroyed my favorite music by playing it at such ear drum shattering levels on such poor quality equipment. It was really painful. So many people complained and he just turned it up. Then he got on the mic and told everyone who didnt like it to leave. A whole drove of people did. Some way to run a night. Seriously, that DJ will never have a warm place in my heart. I dont care what kind of night he was having, it was completely unprofessional to take it out on the clientele who support his night and completely douchey to not turn it down after several dozen people told him it was painfully loud.
I was happy to meet a couple SG members. I wish I was in a better mood and felt better. I went to meet up with one of the people who called me. We both dreamed about the other on the same night despite having hardly known one another. I think stuff like that is worth exploring. I was also happy yet another old friend called me to come out. Im really happy for him that he finally found himself or became comfortable enough with who he is to just do it and live it. He was really happy and so I am really happy for him. And a few other people called me as well, just out of the blue. My cordless phone is perpetually near dead this weekend from all of the phone calls. Do I need to be worried? Any one else here have odd dreams or premonitions about me I should know about?
And just for extra fun, 40 things you just HAD to know about me:
1.What is your first name? Midnyte
2. What is your middle name? I had it legally removed
3. What is your favorite color? Black
4. What is your favorite movie? Depends on my mood.
5. Coke or Pepsi? Coke
6. Chips or Pretzels? Neither
7. How old were you for your first kiss? 13
8. First date? 13
9. What is your favorite food? Hummus and pita bread, Palak Paneer, Vindaloo
10. What do you do in your spare time? What spare time? Lol Fuck off on the net, sew, cook, garden, clean whatever I can think of that feels productive-ish
11. On Friday nights I ... Go out to the club and dance and act social despite being terribly shy and having it come off as being a stuck up bitch
12. Tea or coffee? Coffee
13. I drive a ... Mercedes-Benz and I LOVE it
14. How many pets do you have? 4
15. What are they? A little Chihuahua mix dog, a huge black cat, a Siamese cat and a feral cat who will once in a while let me go up to him. I have had him for years though and take him with me when I move, so he really is mine.
16. Their names are ... Jack, Shaddoe, Kinxie, and Firestar
17. Married or single? Is there an Other category?
18. Do you prefer indoors or outdoors? Depends, I like both at different times, in July here it is all about the indoors, the rest of the year outdoors is nice.
19. I wash my hair __ times a week. 5-7
20. Solid or spray deodorant? Solid
21. For me makeup consists of .. All kinds of stuff.
22. Thong or full back? Depends on the outfit. Usually prefer a full back, Thongs are supposedly less sanitary, and Im all about he sanitary and keeping the girly bits their freshest
23. Giving or receiving? Depends on what we are talking about
24. Ice cream or Popsicles? Ice cream, if I made it, otherwise none thank you.
25. I always say .. Fuck
26. When I am alone I like to .. Sing badly and dance around in my underwear
27. My favorite body part is .. The Brain
28. The first thing I notice on other people is .. How they carry themselves
29. Tits or ass? Tits
30. One day I would like to travel to .. Id like to go back to Germany and India. Id also like to see Rome though Id probably find myself tried for heresy in no time
31. If I no one was looking I would .. Pick my nose
32. My current crush is .. the Numa Numa guy
33. How many brothers and sisters do you have? 1
34. What languages do you speak? English only now, used to know German as a kid but the accent made me sound pretty weird.
35. What is typically in your purse? A cell phone with only 911 service (I hate pagers and cell phones), an Epipen (for allergic emergencies) my wallet, lots of receipts, some change and a ball of lint.
36. Heels or boots? Heels
37. My natural hair is .. Dirty Blond
38. I hate it when .. I have to drive in heavy traffic
39. If I could change one thing about myself it would be .. My anxiety. I have the disorder and while I live around it I would love to live without it.
40. And the one thing we all want to know: I masturbate to .. Naked pictures of myself on the internet.
Not really, I dont put a person to my masturbation, it is just about physical pleasure. Is that abnormal?
Feel free to copy and respond with your own answers.
I had what could be considered an unusual weekend by most peoples standards. Several people from the past or who I have had very little to do with for a long time have suddenly out of the blue called me because they say the feel compelled to. Ask if I am ok. Which I am. I am actually very calm and at peace right now for the most part, aside from the stuff with my father.
I did not get to see my dad because I have been feeling off, runny nose, stuffy, headache, tummy unhappy. I do not want to get him sick, I have to wait, which is tearing me up quite a bit.
I went out to the club but I was cranky and miserable. The douchebag DJ who played the music on an awful sound system WAY too loud did not help. It was so bad I had to sit outside in the icy rain because my ears and my soul hurt as he destroyed my favorite music by playing it at such ear drum shattering levels on such poor quality equipment. It was really painful. So many people complained and he just turned it up. Then he got on the mic and told everyone who didnt like it to leave. A whole drove of people did. Some way to run a night. Seriously, that DJ will never have a warm place in my heart. I dont care what kind of night he was having, it was completely unprofessional to take it out on the clientele who support his night and completely douchey to not turn it down after several dozen people told him it was painfully loud.
I was happy to meet a couple SG members. I wish I was in a better mood and felt better. I went to meet up with one of the people who called me. We both dreamed about the other on the same night despite having hardly known one another. I think stuff like that is worth exploring. I was also happy yet another old friend called me to come out. Im really happy for him that he finally found himself or became comfortable enough with who he is to just do it and live it. He was really happy and so I am really happy for him. And a few other people called me as well, just out of the blue. My cordless phone is perpetually near dead this weekend from all of the phone calls. Do I need to be worried? Any one else here have odd dreams or premonitions about me I should know about?
And just for extra fun, 40 things you just HAD to know about me:
1.What is your first name? Midnyte
2. What is your middle name? I had it legally removed
3. What is your favorite color? Black
4. What is your favorite movie? Depends on my mood.
5. Coke or Pepsi? Coke
6. Chips or Pretzels? Neither
7. How old were you for your first kiss? 13
8. First date? 13
9. What is your favorite food? Hummus and pita bread, Palak Paneer, Vindaloo
10. What do you do in your spare time? What spare time? Lol Fuck off on the net, sew, cook, garden, clean whatever I can think of that feels productive-ish
11. On Friday nights I ... Go out to the club and dance and act social despite being terribly shy and having it come off as being a stuck up bitch
12. Tea or coffee? Coffee
13. I drive a ... Mercedes-Benz and I LOVE it
14. How many pets do you have? 4
15. What are they? A little Chihuahua mix dog, a huge black cat, a Siamese cat and a feral cat who will once in a while let me go up to him. I have had him for years though and take him with me when I move, so he really is mine.
16. Their names are ... Jack, Shaddoe, Kinxie, and Firestar
17. Married or single? Is there an Other category?
18. Do you prefer indoors or outdoors? Depends, I like both at different times, in July here it is all about the indoors, the rest of the year outdoors is nice.
19. I wash my hair __ times a week. 5-7
20. Solid or spray deodorant? Solid
21. For me makeup consists of .. All kinds of stuff.
22. Thong or full back? Depends on the outfit. Usually prefer a full back, Thongs are supposedly less sanitary, and Im all about he sanitary and keeping the girly bits their freshest
23. Giving or receiving? Depends on what we are talking about
24. Ice cream or Popsicles? Ice cream, if I made it, otherwise none thank you.
25. I always say .. Fuck
26. When I am alone I like to .. Sing badly and dance around in my underwear
27. My favorite body part is .. The Brain
28. The first thing I notice on other people is .. How they carry themselves
29. Tits or ass? Tits
30. One day I would like to travel to .. Id like to go back to Germany and India. Id also like to see Rome though Id probably find myself tried for heresy in no time
31. If I no one was looking I would .. Pick my nose
32. My current crush is .. the Numa Numa guy
33. How many brothers and sisters do you have? 1
34. What languages do you speak? English only now, used to know German as a kid but the accent made me sound pretty weird.
35. What is typically in your purse? A cell phone with only 911 service (I hate pagers and cell phones), an Epipen (for allergic emergencies) my wallet, lots of receipts, some change and a ball of lint.
36. Heels or boots? Heels
37. My natural hair is .. Dirty Blond
38. I hate it when .. I have to drive in heavy traffic
39. If I could change one thing about myself it would be .. My anxiety. I have the disorder and while I live around it I would love to live without it.
40. And the one thing we all want to know: I masturbate to .. Naked pictures of myself on the internet.
Not really, I dont put a person to my masturbation, it is just about physical pleasure. Is that abnormal?
Feel free to copy and respond with your own answers.
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1.What is your first name? Com
2. What is your middle name? mon
3. What is your favorite color? Blue
4. What is your favorite movie? One of them is "The French Connection"
5. Coke or Pepsi? Diet Coke with Lime
6. Chips or Pretzels? Pretzels
7. How old were you for your first kiss? 15
8. First date? 16
9. What is your favorite food? Vietnamese clay pot with chicken and rice, spring rolls, and a Tiger '33' beer.
10. What do you do in your spare time? So little time. Mostly I play with my cameras and tke care of the house.
11. On Friday nights I ... usually take my S.O. out to dinner, then we watch a movie.
12. Tea or coffee? Coffee mornings, tea evenings
13. I drive a ... little black Chevy.
14. How many pets do you have? 1, down from 3
15. What are they? A large male cat.
16. Their names are ... Charlie
17. Married or single? Married
18. Do you prefer indoors or outdoors? Generally, I prefer indoors. But not always.
19. I wash my hair __ times a week. 7
20. Solid or spray deodorant? Solid
21. For me makeup consists of .. on me? Nothing.
22. Thong or full back? Thongs don't really move me.
23. Giving or receiving? Ditto with Midnyte. Depends on what we are talking about
24. Ice cream or Popsicles? Ice cream.
25. I always say .. Dammit!
26. When I am alone I like to .. read, surf the net, or take a nap.
27. My favorite body part is .. Gotta go with the brain
28. The first thing I notice on other people is .. are they smiling?
29. Tits or ass? Ass
30. One day I would like to travel to .. the Hermitage in St. Petersburg.
31. If I no one was looking I would .. check ot sets on SG.
32. My current crush is .. a woman I work with (with a serious butt!).
33. How many brothers and sisters do you have? 3
34. What languages do you speak? English.
35. What is typically in your purse? No purse here, but I have a cellphone in my pocket (and I'm glad to see you).
36. Heels or boots? Boots
37. My natural hair is .. Dark brown
38. I hate it when .. I just want to relax but life keeps throwing crap at me.
39. If I could change one thing about myself it would be .. I would rid myself of my awful procrastination.
40. And the one thing we all want to know: I masturbate to .. fantastical situations that I make up in my head.