midnyte

Well, I'm really scared, because I hate doctors and I hate the anesthesia, or the missing time feeling more than anything but I will be having surgery soon. They are going to let me know Monday or Tuesday what my date will be.

I do not want to disclose what I need surgery for, as it is personal and whatever, but please everyone wish me well and send good vibes my way.

It seems my relative absence has pissed off a few people who think they are the center of the universe. Please people you are NOT the center of the universe. It is NOT you. Get it through your heads I have something PERSONAL going on and I want to keep it private and need to focus on me right now. I'm sorry I'm not on cam, and I'm sorry I'm not spending 20 hours per day in chat with you, but really I have something much bigger and more pressing going on at the moment. Stop being so damned self centered and realize there is more out there and more in my life than you to go wrong.

Sorry if I seem bitchy, I'm just feeling sorry for myself a little at the moment and sick of the "what did I do" emails, which then turn into some assey hostile "fine whatever" shit when I say I have something PERSONAL going on right now. FUCK, the last thing I need is people being shitty to me ok.

Thank you all for reading. I know there are only a few people who have been actually a little shitty to me. But anyone else who has thought it, please stop and send good vibes at me.