midnyte

I'm so glad to be home!! My comfortable bed, my quiet neighborhood and the noticeable lack of crazy homeless people around my part of town is kind of nice. Yes, I said it, I'm a heartless bitch, I'm glad there are no homeless people in my part of town, and if there were I would be very happy if they got moved on along to someplace else. After a week filming in downtown Hollywood I've had my share of bums and I'm totally unsympathetic. I had a lot of time between shots to stand around and talk to people. We had our share of homeless people bothering us while filming and after trying to converse with them, I can say with certainty that every one of the ones I talked to was worthless. Drug problems, alcohol problems, mental problems, whatever their problems they all were behaving in a very manipulative manner, trying to take our stuff and trying to make me give them more and more money, and were completely uninterested in any form of help. There has to be some point where the sympathy runs out. There has to be a point where we can't forgive behavior, mental illness or not. Is asshole a mental illness? Maybe, maybe not, but regardless it doesn't mean I have to like someone and those bums there were not people I liked at all. I'm sure there may be an exception here and there, but not any of the ones I met, the ones I met there were really the dregs of society.

I also met a few "I'll make you rich, you're a star" Hollywood CHEEZESTERS! And MY GOD!! It was insane! These people are such a joke. Like every cliche you have ever seen about Hollywood was there in life wandering around. We did a lot of filming there on the strip so I had a LOT of time between shots to take in a LOT. Just bad, is all I can say. I do enjoy acting and am not even half bad at it, but that whole "Hollywood" thing is maybe a little more than I have the stomach for. I just wanted to laugh at almost everyone who approached me and say "Are you for real?".

My costars were all very cool though and I liked the film crew and the director. I hope the video comes out awesome! It was shot in HD and what they showed us looked pretty darn good.