so i'm sitting here streaming some pretty bad drum n bass music. thinking to myself why i the hell am i single?
now i by no means, mean to toot my horn as they say, but i don't know of any girl that thinks i am ugly...
some would argue its my standards. and i would wholly disagree with them. mostly becuase my standards are pretty lax. not to say that i would date anyone, but i'm not as picky as most.
with that being said i really wish race wasn't an issue in our/my world. if my parents...hell if some of my friends even knew i had a subscription to this site..i don't know how much longer we'd be friends. and yes i realize that we should all have friends who love/like us for who we really are. but in all reality that is hard as hell to find. i only bring this up because i find that over 80 percent of the girls here are caucasian. not that there is anything wrong with that...but i find myself feeling guilty about liking one ethnic pool more than another. is that soo bad? why does that even matter? would anyone who even reads this care to have 100 dollars in ones over 100 dollars in 20's? probably not. so i pose this to whomever reads this? why is race an issue in everything we do?
whether it be love, sex, or violence?
now i by no means, mean to toot my horn as they say, but i don't know of any girl that thinks i am ugly...
some would argue its my standards. and i would wholly disagree with them. mostly becuase my standards are pretty lax. not to say that i would date anyone, but i'm not as picky as most.
with that being said i really wish race wasn't an issue in our/my world. if my parents...hell if some of my friends even knew i had a subscription to this site..i don't know how much longer we'd be friends. and yes i realize that we should all have friends who love/like us for who we really are. but in all reality that is hard as hell to find. i only bring this up because i find that over 80 percent of the girls here are caucasian. not that there is anything wrong with that...but i find myself feeling guilty about liking one ethnic pool more than another. is that soo bad? why does that even matter? would anyone who even reads this care to have 100 dollars in ones over 100 dollars in 20's? probably not. so i pose this to whomever reads this? why is race an issue in everything we do?
whether it be love, sex, or violence?