midgee

"i dont believe in things i can not see, ive had enough,dont you understand im half the man ive said enough, the life i used to live, ive left behind, the pile of doubt you had in me went on to shine" -green carnation

said so perfectly in an ironic tune. The irony of one of his favorite bands sings a tune that describes the fall of the relationship all too well. Ive been badly beat'n but some how ive stumbled on. I read some past journal entries of the dates from around this time the past 2 years. things were so different back then. I thought i was happy, but after reading those entries..i realized i wasnt that happy. Im actually happier now. and his pile of doubt actually did go on to shine.