midgee

Ok so its like 2:30am and i cant sleep. Haunting thoughts fill my mind. No, not like scary dreams but more like scary reality. Mini anxiety attacks in th middle of the night about things i shouldnt have done or things i shouldnt have said. Overwhelming racing thoughts of things that dont even matter consume my sleeping time. I worry about everything from my money and how i am going to pay bills to things as stupid as what am i going to wear next weekend. The people in my life recently...well over the span of the summer..well actually a range of people since Oct have severely screwed me over and therefore screwed me up. Sometimes i am just so gullible and trusting, ill believe anything anyone says. That has gotten me into so much trouble. I love all the beautiful women i have seen so far on this site and it just makes me happy that i get to be a part of it but kinda jealous in ways. I would love to leave this lil' blog with a nice pic but unfortunately everyone has to wait till Oct 1st at 2am when my set goes into member review.
all my love Midgee