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midfuckepiphany

American Samoa

Member Since 2004

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freaky - someone just tried to break into my apartment while i was sitting here. i let him know i was home and he left, but i heard him try another door in the building, and that guy ran him off too, and he left the property. this is the second time in the same week our building has been hit up. blah

rude_ruca:

WhAT!?!?!

Fucking bizzarre.....was he a crack head? Cause you know them crack heads and all.....I'll bet he was a crack head.....

Nov 17, 2005

rude_ruca:

I used your 'Most Humbling Momet' answer as a quote today....you woulda been proud, S, just proud!

Nov 20, 2005

buried under a deadline. REALLY having a hard time getting motivated. i could be on the verge of getting sacked. or going broke. and i don't care.

rude_ruca:

DUDE! I LOVE this chick!!!

hehe, I also wouldn't mind borrowing some of her shoes!!!!! How are you?

Nov 16, 2005

not wanting to fill my journal with depressing shit, so Im just updating to basically say no major news, just trying to keep my mind off things by riding my bike a lot

rude_ruca:

I am glad you have an outlet....

What are you doing friday? Ed from work (the one that you met) is having an art opening in frederick. They are showcasing skateboard art, of which some of Ed's stuff was created for....I'll try calling you sometime this week, if you are interested...keep your chin up, luv

Nov 8, 2005

Da de Muertos

rude_ruca:

Yeah, but where you at, mofo? Can a sister get a phone call, I mean damn, homes.....dont make me come break yo face, ese! LMAO!!!! jesus christ, I miss you!

Nov 2, 2005

rude_ruca:

I like your idea of the emoticon with fist in the air....I'll call you tomm night around nine when i get home from work luv....stay sane

Nov 3, 2005

we're cutting our hands
at the kebab shop
in the streets of fear

forgetting all our best tai-kwon-do moves
on a barrel of beer

we're trying to get a signal
on a ragga F.M
do the D.T.I
bust CNN

sucking the wine
right outta the vine

and spitting it out again

deadline extension, working through the weekend. will update mon.

rude_ruca:

Arrrrghhh

But argh in a good way....thanks for the comment, brother, glad you're diggin 'em...yeah, think Im gonna head out to B'more tonight.....will take a couple of shots for ya though! Have fun, don't ger writers cramp, luv!

Oct 29, 2005

buried under a deadline. will update friday

rude_ruca:

Good Luck with that, man...

Look forward to another night of binge drinking, fo sho!

Oct 26, 2005

rude_ruca:

Helllooooo out there!!!! Did you happen to make your way out from underneath the deadline? Hope it did not suffocate you!

I think I may call you tonight, hope you are around, brother!!!

Oct 27, 2005

hi everyone,
slowly emerging from basketcase land. ShivasShakti and Rude_Ruca: thanks so much for your support. you guys rock.

yeah, friday through sunday i totally had the wind knocked out of me. by monday, numbness was beginning to set in, and by tuesday i just about had my head together enough to pick up the weapon and charge forward again; i know that's what dad...
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rude_ruca:

Get this...I might be getting sued for eight grand...no shit...I'll have more details for you next week....this shit is BLOWIN my mind, brother! I need a tall one...

Oct 21, 2005

rude_ruca:

sniff sniff....miss ya, brother!

Oct 24, 2005

my dad died on friday.

ShivasShakti, thanks for what you posted, and i totally agree with you, and i feel happy that i savored every last second.

Rude_Ruca, hi, please do me a big favor and don't call me for a few days. i need to be alone. i'm wrecked. i'm just wrecked.

rude_ruca:

I am so sorry.

When you are ready, please see email...

Oct 10, 2005

chriskaasi:

I don't have anything to say that would ever make you feel better, even a little bit. I'm beyond sorry, though - and just know that you have many, many people who are thinking of you and sending you nothing but positive thoughts.

Good luck in the days ahead - and if you ever need anything, please, please e-mail me (ShivasShakti) at jmcgibbon@fastmail.fm

[Edited on Oct 12, 2005 4:51PM]

Oct 10, 2005

hi everyone,
sorry it's been so long since the last update. september was a particularly difficult month for a lot of reasons, but the biggest one was my dad's health. he almost died. he's got a rare incurable disease that will kill him, it's just a question of when. he has recurring bouts of pnemonia, each getting progressively worse, and this one in September was...
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chriskaasi:

Hey, this is the artist formerly known as ShivasShakti (i.e. Mrs. Steve). Sorry to hear about your dad - that's totally rough. Rationality never helps in times like these - as lame as it sounds, you really have to focus on the positive - y'know, enjoy the time you spend and have spent together, etc. I know, I know - advice from others never helps. Just know we're all thinking of you - best of luck!

Oct 5, 2005

rude_ruca:

You know you are one of my favorite people, and though like you stated, this will be a difficult situation as it worsens, you know I am here for you through the times he's making it and well, and when things don't look so promising. You are my best pal, S....anything you need brother...you know that

Oct 5, 2005

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