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midfuckepiphany

American Samoa

Member Since 2004

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buried under a deadline. will update friday

rude_ruca:

Good Luck with that, man...

Look forward to another night of binge drinking, fo sho!

Oct 26, 2005

rude_ruca:

Helllooooo out there!!!! Did you happen to make your way out from underneath the deadline? Hope it did not suffocate you!

I think I may call you tonight, hope you are around, brother!!!

Oct 27, 2005

hi everyone,
slowly emerging from basketcase land. ShivasShakti and Rude_Ruca: thanks so much for your support. you guys rock.

yeah, friday through sunday i totally had the wind knocked out of me. by monday, numbness was beginning to set in, and by tuesday i just about had my head together enough to pick up the weapon and charge forward again; i know that's what dad...
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rude_ruca:

Get this...I might be getting sued for eight grand...no shit...I'll have more details for you next week....this shit is BLOWIN my mind, brother! I need a tall one...

Oct 21, 2005

rude_ruca:

sniff sniff....miss ya, brother!

Oct 24, 2005

my dad died on friday.

ShivasShakti, thanks for what you posted, and i totally agree with you, and i feel happy that i savored every last second.

Rude_Ruca, hi, please do me a big favor and don't call me for a few days. i need to be alone. i'm wrecked. i'm just wrecked.

rude_ruca:

I am so sorry.

When you are ready, please see email...

Oct 10, 2005

chriskaasi:

I don't have anything to say that would ever make you feel better, even a little bit. I'm beyond sorry, though - and just know that you have many, many people who are thinking of you and sending you nothing but positive thoughts.

Good luck in the days ahead - and if you ever need anything, please, please e-mail me (ShivasShakti) at jmcgibbon@fastmail.fm

[Edited on Oct 12, 2005 4:51PM]

Oct 10, 2005

hi everyone,
sorry it's been so long since the last update. september was a particularly difficult month for a lot of reasons, but the biggest one was my dad's health. he almost died. he's got a rare incurable disease that will kill him, it's just a question of when. he has recurring bouts of pnemonia, each getting progressively worse, and this one in September was...
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chriskaasi:

Hey, this is the artist formerly known as ShivasShakti (i.e. Mrs. Steve). Sorry to hear about your dad - that's totally rough. Rationality never helps in times like these - as lame as it sounds, you really have to focus on the positive - y'know, enjoy the time you spend and have spent together, etc. I know, I know - advice from others never helps. Just know we're all thinking of you - best of luck!

Oct 5, 2005

rude_ruca:

You know you are one of my favorite people, and though like you stated, this will be a difficult situation as it worsens, you know I am here for you through the times he's making it and well, and when things don't look so promising. You are my best pal, S....anything you need brother...you know that

Oct 5, 2005

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rude_ruca:

"Dude, I am just really dissoriented right now. That's all"

How'r the pedals treatin ya?

Oct 3, 2005

pureblu12225:

so ne new crashes uh?

Oct 3, 2005

grind house

midfuckepiphany:

wipeout

Sep 12, 2005

my freinds list is starting to look like all my freinds are ghosts. which i guess is pretty much reflective of my real life as well. i haven't been very assertive on the "friends" quests for several months. i'm lazy, and i don't like people much.

i do think i'm beginning to understand them better though. not *empathize with*, mind you, but *understand*

because i...
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pureblu12225:

Soooo...true
unfortunatley (ur maybe not) I don't fit which I am totally ok with ...maybe its because I actually have to pay and live my own way

Sep 1, 2005

michelle:

come on ghostboy, you had to have figured that one out by now. funny ghostboy.

Sep 6, 2005

yeah, sorry i've been so quiet lately. this last computer crash beat into my head once again the importance of doing more frequent backups, so after backing up my main computer, i thought now would be a good time to commit myself to the weeks-long, very manual task of sifting through the hard drives of my other five computers (hey, they just accumulate) collecting all...
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shivasshakti:

Wow - I'm sure you're an awesome writer - I've always kinda wanted to pursue that path.

Bikes are super fun - mine's just a mountain bike I take on trails and to the beach and stuff. My husband used to race BMX bikes, so he's really into it - 'til recently I hadn't ridden a bike for like ten years.

If you get the running-the-world job, can I be your secretary or something?

Aug 22, 2005

rude_ruca:

Oh man, look who went gray....I am gonna miss that chick....

Aug 22, 2005

man, all i wanted to do today was ride my bike, and it rained.

FUCK YOU GOD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

riding is my religion

shivasshakti:

Like, a bicycle bike, or like a motorcycle bike? I rode my bicycle bike today and just got back - I'm exhausted.

Any world travels lately?

Aug 19, 2005

rude_ruca:

Dude...so sorry to hear the sky fell on your parade....hey, am I ever goin to hear from ya again?

Aug 19, 2005

further proof that God hates my guts:

about 30 minutes after i ran that full-system virus scan (which turned up nada) like a responsible human being, my computer crashed and died. apparently a hard-drive failure. data loss won't be crippling, but still sucks, and will set me back months. music collection completely wiped out. i should have backed up more frequently. so all this week...
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rude_ruca:

I miss you

And i could really use a good conversation/freind right now

Aug 4, 2005

surfbetty:

so wait...what you are saying is that there is a god?

don't feel bad. She hates me too.

Aug 9, 2005

hi all,
back from a few days in the awesome metropolis of buffalo, ny, where i was visiting one of my bestest friends in the world, alissa, before she shunts off to atlanta for law school. good drink, good smoke, good conversation, good music, and *expert* pool-playing = good times. (AND i finally learned how to pronounce 'gyro.') good luck in a-town homie. i'll see...
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shivasshakti:

Porn always fucks up my computer. I stick with DVDs now.

And yes, cineplex is a great word.

Jul 25, 2005

rude_ruca:

Again, Lo siento, mucho! (that means I am oh so sorry in spanish and I'll do just about anything to make up for it...hehe, ok, well, not the latter, but even still

)

Jul 28, 2005

em, what is a deadline again?

rude_ruca:

dude, Im freaking out about that! ugh....are you super busy, or can I give you a buzz?

Jul 18, 2005

shivasshakti:

Deadlines are the dates I watch fly by on a regular basis.

Jul 19, 2005

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