Here is today's journal entry:
Well....Its not like i have anything worth listening to anyhow.
Ok fine here it is then......So i sit in a tiny room and i'm surrounded by my art form. I think about the lines and passages that are springing to life and I can't really make sense of them. I'm blinded by the light shining through the window as I...
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Well....Its not like i have anything worth listening to anyhow.
Ok fine here it is then......So i sit in a tiny room and i'm surrounded by my art form. I think about the lines and passages that are springing to life and I can't really make sense of them. I'm blinded by the light shining through the window as I...
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I am the morning that never dawns
What does it mean?
idon't know,,,shut up and go watch the simpsons
What does it mean?
idon't know,,,shut up and go watch the simpsons
Merry frickin Christmas everybody.
oh wait a sec,
and happy frickin new years
oh wait a sec,
and happy frickin new years
Why do i try when i know it is useless. Why do i keep on when i know what the outcome will be. What do i do now? How am i supposed to deal with it all? The only thing i know is to turn up my collar and welcome the unknown, to put my head down and drive on. I'm so tired of pretending...
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pumpkin:
No, no, don't you try and get away with it, I know you would like a good spanking... And well, reading your profile and journal entry, I'm pretty sure that's what you want.
Soooooooooooo,
Here it is , 2 year wedding anniversary. Where's my wife? She lives a few blocks down the road cause she moved out in July and wants a divorce. Happy Anniversary
take2- it happens, what was even more fun was going to the record store to buy a couple of c.d's and her boyfriend being at the register,,,,yaaaay. His buddies came over to make...
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Here it is , 2 year wedding anniversary. Where's my wife? She lives a few blocks down the road cause she moved out in July and wants a divorce. Happy Anniversary
take2- it happens, what was even more fun was going to the record store to buy a couple of c.d's and her boyfriend being at the register,,,,yaaaay. His buddies came over to make...
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pumpkin:
Thanks! It's nice to know that I'm not that crazy... I enjoy being right sometimes, ti feels good...
Sorry about that, btw. It's really sad... Those stories make me wanna cry
Sorry about that, btw. It's really sad... Those stories make me wanna cry
Hello all,
I am a new member to the site, although I have been familiar with the site for a while.
I am a new member to the site, although I have been familiar with the site for a while.
thebodyhater:
I just joined the site myself after peeking in at the samples
a few times. So far I'm glad I did. How bout You?
An army man eh? I got a buddy in special forces.
a few times. So far I'm glad I did. How bout You?
An army man eh? I got a buddy in special forces.
micro_jub:
Flamenco Sketches
Kind of Blue
Miles Davis
This is the coolest freaking song on earth. I just thought I would say that because I am transcribing it from a recording for a gig I have tomorrow with a jazz combo I play with. This tune is probably the most contemplative thing i've ever heard. Cmaj7 Ab7 Bbmaj7 E-b9b6 A- Thats the 5 scales the tune is comprised of.........just check it out. You won't be disappointed.
Kind of Blue
Miles Davis
This is the coolest freaking song on earth. I just thought I would say that because I am transcribing it from a recording for a gig I have tomorrow with a jazz combo I play with. This tune is probably the most contemplative thing i've ever heard. Cmaj7 Ab7 Bbmaj7 E-b9b6 A- Thats the 5 scales the tune is comprised of.........just check it out. You won't be disappointed.
And you know, you actually have a lot more control over things than you might think. The thing is, you indeed have to understand how to handle it. And it's not something that works right away. Well, of course, it's not as litterary as it sounds, 'control over things'. If you manage to reach it a little, it's more like being able to choose wether to let things affect you or not (obviously). And I'm not saying that in the sense that you repress it or keep yourself from feeling hurt or to cry, cause that's just so bad for you. But you have to learn to accept things. Accepting is a key word, but unfortunately, you have to live it to understand it. It's been a couple of years since I've been working on myself, and I find that I've improved a lot lately, but I'm still far from the goal. And sometimes you'll stick to the same point as long as something precise doesn't happen to you. It sucks, but that's how it is. And I'm glad it's that way. So anyways, enough of that psychobabble, I don't know if what I said made any sense to you or if you think it has nothing to do with your journal entry, but I just want to say one thing: Good luck, and don't let go, cause abandoning is the worst thing to do ever.
YEAH.