What is worse? Someone that lies to you to get what they want, or believing the lies so you can get what you want. does it even matter? I saw the last rocky flick yesterday. He said something about its not how hard you hit, its how hard you can get hit and keep on moving forward. I've taken some serious blows....nobody knows just how bad...not even the person who did it. But you know, why do i take it? Why do i keep on going? I don't have to, I choose to. I love this person very much....more than words could ever express in all of time. But i don't have to put up with it. I don't deserve it...i don't deserve to be treated like that. I shouldn't be treated like that. But where do i draw the line? I have felt so much pain for 3 months....it feels like 3 years. Does it even matter? Will anyone even read this? Probably not. Do i really care? No.