i feel like its closing time at the bar with my life right now.
you know... you don't want the night to end and all that. As of late i am a lone wolf. I have friends sure... but not ones that are "really" there.
-my best firend and hetero-life-partner is a truck driver. his girlfriend barely sees him and they live together.
-his girlfriend can never hang out when i can.
-my old roomate is hit or miss when it comes to hanging out, and all we ever do is watch fuckin' television.
-my current roomate is in love. she makes time when she can. but i used to hang out with this girl EVERY fucking day, drinking, watching movies, just talking, partying, everything together. but with work and my sleep patterns we never REALLY see eachother.
-my bass player is moving away to seattle with his wife and two kids
-my friend Buddy is gone off to san diego to be with his family and thats where his job asked him to be.
-alot of my highschool friends are still stuck in highschool.... mentally at least. i don't want to sit around at someone's parents house fucking HIDING beer from them.... might have been cool at 16, but seriously... come on.
my only "friends" anymore are the regulars that i see at the same fucking bar i go to every thursday night, and while that is fun, not one of them ever returns calls, or legitimately wants to hang out or go anywhere but the bar...
as far as women goes lately... i dont want to waste my time on someone that i cannot talk to!! the girls that i have been with lately are all great people, but i don't want to be involved with someone that interacts with me like a goddamn aquantence (sp?) fuck the chit chat. i don't really want to go through the motion of "how was your day" her-ok "alright......"
i am doing alot of work for far too little money lately, i am really undercutting myself and its doing nothing but draining my pockets, my pride and my soul lately.
bitch bitch bitch. sorry
you know... you don't want the night to end and all that. As of late i am a lone wolf. I have friends sure... but not ones that are "really" there.
-my best firend and hetero-life-partner is a truck driver. his girlfriend barely sees him and they live together.
-his girlfriend can never hang out when i can.
-my old roomate is hit or miss when it comes to hanging out, and all we ever do is watch fuckin' television.
-my current roomate is in love. she makes time when she can. but i used to hang out with this girl EVERY fucking day, drinking, watching movies, just talking, partying, everything together. but with work and my sleep patterns we never REALLY see eachother.
-my bass player is moving away to seattle with his wife and two kids
-my friend Buddy is gone off to san diego to be with his family and thats where his job asked him to be.
-alot of my highschool friends are still stuck in highschool.... mentally at least. i don't want to sit around at someone's parents house fucking HIDING beer from them.... might have been cool at 16, but seriously... come on.
my only "friends" anymore are the regulars that i see at the same fucking bar i go to every thursday night, and while that is fun, not one of them ever returns calls, or legitimately wants to hang out or go anywhere but the bar...
as far as women goes lately... i dont want to waste my time on someone that i cannot talk to!! the girls that i have been with lately are all great people, but i don't want to be involved with someone that interacts with me like a goddamn aquantence (sp?) fuck the chit chat. i don't really want to go through the motion of "how was your day" her-ok "alright......"
i am doing alot of work for far too little money lately, i am really undercutting myself and its doing nothing but draining my pockets, my pride and my soul lately.
bitch bitch bitch. sorry
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
zero:
yup, still there. It's a good job, it just gets annoying dealing with all of the assholes sometimes. People are fucking stupid... But that's life. No matter where you go, you gotta deal with them. 
meow:
I know this is long overdue, but I wanted to stop by and say thank you for commenting on my "Revolution" set! 
