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I went out and got really drunk last night, here are my thoughts slightly blurred by hangover and drunkness the morning after

I'm sitting and staring at my room, it's mostly packed, empty walls and full of boxes.

i'm leaving my home.
this year has been insane. I started the year horribly depressed, dating a guy who was awfully lame and treated me terribly, almost...
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velvetknuckles:
...i will miss you... frown
4nik8:
I Miss Iowa City too .. being able to walk to almost everything is not that common in the world these days. The river and all the drunkin idgits (like me) make that town just great. You are comming back right or are you done with UI ?
I don't have an Email for you .. might be on purpose but if not let me know. smile
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Finals are terrible!! So I thought I would post some pics that I recently found. Me and rayna took these last year in this really creepy abandoned house that was ready to collapse in on us anytime.. seriously this place was full of animal shit and was missing the floors.

I think they are pretty darn good.
(they get cut off here in my journal...
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lurch83:
listen up goose, if that is what an alien looks like, i'm applying to work for NASA. and trying to go look for them.

show me a pic of an alien that you think you look like. it would be interesting to see. stay cute, and im talking about the personality !!

and somehow i personally think the blue eyeshadow suits the pictures. they seem to just add a little something, and whilst you wouldn't normally aspire to that, it works so...shit i'm late for work caio

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bobdylan5:
Hey, I just wanted to tell you sweets, I'm probably not going to be around much after this week. I'm moving back to Ohio and Internet access is going to be iffy for a while. I just want to say you are an amazing writer and photographer. I am very impressed by your talent! love
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I got three piercings yesterday (which is kind of hot I may add) and I love them!! I got my lip done finally and I got my rooke and my tragus done in my other ear so now my ears are balanced.

Have I ever mentioned how xip makes me weak in the knees? this girl has balls, beauty and some amazing talent. Someday I...
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comicking:
Ok, here's where I had trouble:

"...couple of days. For a while..."

I read the preceding lines to mean that the pillow had the scent that lasted only a few days, but that for some reason :you: were using the pillow in the shower? Or were :you: using the shampoo that she used, and the scent of the shampoo only lasts a couple days?

"...your pregnancy...", "...walking toward Kane St...", "...Cookie Crisp..."

You spend so many good words describing things and places and such but you also use certain words that are so final. You described pregnancy later on, why not to begin with too? Kane St. The name of the street is not as important as perhaps "walking towards that street that still has the hot dog stand on it" or some such (it sounds like the person being written to knows where Becca lives, so express interest in what is there besides the name). While Cookie Crisp is a trademarked name that you would have to get permission to use (should this ever get published), how about describing it as "that choclate chip cookie shaped cereal" and let the reader decide what cereal that is?

Regarding not getting your paragraphs, etc. You probably wrote this in a Word document. This site is HTML based, which is not like any word processing software and some of the commands from the software mean something else here, so in transferring data, some automatically gets lost.

ARRR!!!
quasipimp:
strange? eh,,maybe... but people who meet people on the internet are fucking wierd anyway so whats the difference if you can see me or not???? but ill be getting a pic soon anyway! not that it matters of course b/c it doesnt
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I went to the doctor!! turns out i dont have mono (although the Dr thinks I may have it and it didn't show up) but i do have a high white blood cell count which means that i got an infection, so i'm taking some anti biotics and a decongestant and i'm struggling through my school work as best as I can.

I just finished...
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icarustar:
I'm not sick, but those photos make me feel better nevertheless. love

I had mono once...but they didn't tell me until a couple months after the fact. I just remember going to highschool from 7 to 4:30 then sleeping until 11pm and then going back to sleep at 1:30 and doing that for weeks. Luckily you don't have that!
xip:
I ♥ that poem... and I love those pictures
xip
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so I woke up this morning and I started coughing and vomit came up the back of my throat...

then I went to the bathroom to find out that my period came early.. awesome...

so I'm bleeding and almost vomiting! and had to call in sick to work!

yesterday I was too dizzy and sick to write my paper which I planned on doing today...
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4nik8:
some how being in College and being sick are like .. well just tightly connected. I hope all goes well. More so I hope your health is well.
/hug
I know I am not that boy .. but its not a real hug anyway tongue
vicedriver:
you know
i would have
brought you supplies
and a hug
but you don't
talk to me shocked

i kid
i kid

but seriously
get better
and if you need anything
(yes even tampons)
just gimme a ring
i don't like being sick either
it helps to have
someone to bring you stuff
and make you soup

take care!!
kiss kiss kiss
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I got the part in the movie!!

i'm really stressed out with school!!

I'm not going to japan until MAY 26th (i'm a huge dork)
~and then I'll be going to Wyoming on june 18th until the 3rd of july...

the trips are what keeps me going!

plus a nice boy in my life has been giving me the cuddles i've needed in a long...
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lurch83:
congrats on:

1) the movie role.
2) getting all the cuddles. make up for lost time.
3) those photos are superbly off centre as always. the pic with the lights is amazing (i find the little bit of distraction makes a good contrast to the darkness of the rest of the photo) and the one with the caging makes rayna look, haunted. makes me want to know why she looks that way. the third photo, beautiful skin, sad eyes. eleven out of ten for the photos. and ten out of ten for the model.


are you still sick???
ancolie:
thanx for your comment its really nice that beautiful women like my pics hihi
so nice to meet u and i wish u to have a good day
see u
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my computer is broken so I'm sitting at rayna's computer.

my niece Bella is probably the most beautiful baby in the whole world! she's so tiny and precious and once my computer is working I'll post a pic!

i'm sooo stressed out with school, and it doesn't help that my computer is broken so I can't work on my creative writing project.

the SG...
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scheisskopf:
i wish I could go to Japan. Besides candy, another thing I can't get enough of is NOODLES. I've been to Thailand, Laos, Vietnam, Cambodia and Singapore, but never to the noodle motherlands of China and, can you believe it, JAPAN. All noodle-eating countries are on my list of future destination spots, and Japan is the shit as far as NEC's go.

I blew all of my $$ in San Francisco and must save for awhile. I think I will plan another vacation anyway.

Hey, new discovery: GIANT SWEETARTS. Seen 'em yet? Not too shabby, indeed.

I like the new profile pic.


chow-

~IMTO

velvetknuckles:
Japan.. You are sooooooooooooooooo lucky! Miss you kiddo! Hope things are groovy!
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So, here's the deal people...

I'm in a lousy mood.. I just got off of work, and working in the cafeteria really sucks.. I spent 3 hours taking silverware and napkins off of people's trays because they are too big of pricks to do it themselves... damn.. sometimes I hate the world..

but, I'm an aunt now!! my niece Bella was born yesterday morning weighting...
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norritt:
congratulations on the auntification
longpastbedtime:
When will you know if you got the part? The waiting has to be killer. May the luck of the Irish be with you, or whatever luck your ethic background consists of. smile
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l_f:
10-cent chocolate: I want one!!! eeek eeek
satria:
Such a cute haircut! I love it! kiss
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last night I was mind fucked!!!

I saw the best fucking show ever!!! and I mean ever!!! I mean exclaimation points cannot describe how much I was mind fucked by the music.

DMBQ!!!!!! Psychadelic rock from JAPAN!!!

they humped my face with their guitar, played half hour long songs, set up the drums in the middle of the floor and kept playing, (the drummer by...
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comicking:
Yeah, fun stuff. After I get done staring at your chest (hehe), I was thinking what there is to do. I don't know what you got, but you supply the bat and I'm willing to go take out frustrations on mailboxes, or go ask like goofballs in public (if you can, I know I can), go window shopping, try on clothes that you can't afford or even want... whatever. I could get there either Friday afternoon or Saturday morning and make a day of it, assuming I don't creep you out of course.

I'm in the midwest group, so I know that there's something happening 4/22-23, depending on what youse guys do, maybe repeat it...? For the most part we could just play it by ear, Rayna commented that she may be working, who knows, you may be too. I could wait until after or we could do whatever before, or both (and I'll go exploring while youse two are working if you are).
lurch83:
i love how you get the photo's off centre so often. it gets boring seeing the same old passport style photos, that you see all the time. what is your favourite photo (either self pic or by someone else) of yourself? what gives you the urge to do self pics? i gotta say i love surviving winter2 and im' the kinda...etc. love the shadows in im the kinda, and the angle and your eyes on surviving winter. and you look hot as hell in them which helps.

how often do you write the poems? another thing you seem to kick arse at.

does it help you being the photographer having modelled as well, and vice versa??? which do you prefer to be?

why do you say it's suprising that rayna was shy at first? nerves at the fact she was being photographed or that she was just shy all round? i love the pic she has on her profile atm. in a major way and then funnily enough the one of her in the towel, and the balloon. just a fun photo but then it is after all fun so...

caio and thanks for answering most of the questions. appreciated.