michellesg

I went to the doctor!! turns out i dont have mono (although the Dr thinks I may have it and it didn't show up) but i do have a high white blood cell count which means that i got an infection, so i'm taking some anti biotics and a decongestant and i'm struggling through my school work as best as I can.

I just finished a paper and a giant creative writing project and I felt the desire to share with you one of my poems from it:

it is called:
you never understood Art

There was nothing more beautiful
than watching you undress me.
The time spent at each button,
the stumbling and giggling when
things wouldnt come off,
repositioning, hand sweeping
hair from my face,
and growing excitement
as hand slipped under articles
before they were so gently removed.
You got approval from my eyes
and layers one by one tumbled to the floor.
Your eyes, little bursts of fire,
gazed at me like a painting on exhibit,
you hate to miss anything being revealed.
Time returns when our bodies
fill the spaces between our skin.
You enjoy how things come apart -
you are just unwilling
to put anything
back together.

I also wrote this pretty lovely short story that i would like to share with you guys if you are interested in reading it, let me know and I'll put in it my next journal.

here are some pics of me because i'm sick and i need to make myself feel better




i'm fucking crazy!!! this Rayna's dorm staircase!



peace out!