OK, I know you were all waiting in suspense. The kiss happened, only not as I thought it would really.
Turns out he is CRAZY OCD, like he asked me if I had a paper towel to wipe off his dvd case because it had been on the floor.
And I saw him washing his hands in the bathroom, he did it several times, lathering himself all the way up his arms, and using lots and lots and lots of my new soap which is now 3/4 full.
It sucks because other than the fact that hes nuts, we get along so well, and he makes me laugh, and hes great great great, except for the fact that hes completly nuts.
So we made out a bunch, until the wee hours of the nights, and it was real sweet but he was awfully awkward and nervous. Which I thought was kinda odd because he was 16 year old nervous, and hes 4 years older than me.
So I told him to relax and he did.
after he excused himself to the bathroom, and Im thinking hes probably in there washing me off. If this was the case I was going to have to be offended.
So I asked him if the kissing bothered him and he said it wasnt a germ thing, there was just certain things he was anxious about. We had a long talk and I seriously feel bad for him because I know this is not a condition someone feels good about, and it bothers him a lot. Question is, can I deal with it?
I have a bad habit of trying to help people who cant be helped. Im getting rather tired of not being able to fall for someone whos mentally stable.
*SIGH*
Turns out he is CRAZY OCD, like he asked me if I had a paper towel to wipe off his dvd case because it had been on the floor.
And I saw him washing his hands in the bathroom, he did it several times, lathering himself all the way up his arms, and using lots and lots and lots of my new soap which is now 3/4 full.
It sucks because other than the fact that hes nuts, we get along so well, and he makes me laugh, and hes great great great, except for the fact that hes completly nuts.
So we made out a bunch, until the wee hours of the nights, and it was real sweet but he was awfully awkward and nervous. Which I thought was kinda odd because he was 16 year old nervous, and hes 4 years older than me.
So I told him to relax and he did.
after he excused himself to the bathroom, and Im thinking hes probably in there washing me off. If this was the case I was going to have to be offended.
So I asked him if the kissing bothered him and he said it wasnt a germ thing, there was just certain things he was anxious about. We had a long talk and I seriously feel bad for him because I know this is not a condition someone feels good about, and it bothers him a lot. Question is, can I deal with it?
I have a bad habit of trying to help people who cant be helped. Im getting rather tired of not being able to fall for someone whos mentally stable.
*SIGH*
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thistle:
new set is waiting to be queued. we will go to a strip club as soon as i have money to blow on strippers. so... not anytime super soon.
graves:
you know, i might take you up on your offer 