*sigh*
Its late, time for sleep but I must write. My head is spinning. Don't know why. I'm sad or something. Not enough to feel depressed or cry but sometimes the matter.
I hate times where you cant explain your own state. Its frustrating. I just watched some Dario Argento movie, maybe thats the reason.
I'm watching 2LDK with the boy from class tomorrow night. He lives 30 miles away from me and we cant decide where to watch it. He lives where class is, but we'll have to watch it on his computer. I have a 61 inch TV. But I have this weird thing where I feel I need to see his house before he enters mine. Does that even make sense?
I'm lonley I think. I want love but I'm scared of it. This makes me sad. Scared is stupid. Love is stupid. Michelle is confused. Confused is confusing.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrr
I cant play my guitar because I got my nails done. I want to write a song for the first time in like 6 months. I got my nails done because I havent been playing. This figures.
Its late, time for sleep but I must write. My head is spinning. Don't know why. I'm sad or something. Not enough to feel depressed or cry but sometimes the matter.
I hate times where you cant explain your own state. Its frustrating. I just watched some Dario Argento movie, maybe thats the reason.
I'm watching 2LDK with the boy from class tomorrow night. He lives 30 miles away from me and we cant decide where to watch it. He lives where class is, but we'll have to watch it on his computer. I have a 61 inch TV. But I have this weird thing where I feel I need to see his house before he enters mine. Does that even make sense?
I'm lonley I think. I want love but I'm scared of it. This makes me sad. Scared is stupid. Love is stupid. Michelle is confused. Confused is confusing.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrr
I cant play my guitar because I got my nails done. I want to write a song for the first time in like 6 months. I got my nails done because I havent been playing. This figures.
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graves:
Im kinda the same way to about houses, weird huh....but yes, if i do come to Cali...i will stop by and see you. You can tell that boy you like im your older brother...who beats the crap out of people who dosnt know there horror movies. jk, just beats the crap out of boys who treat girls bad....i dont think a chainsaw is carry on 
do you? 
do you? 
s1nister:
Hey cheer up I can totally relate to how you're feeling...I feel that way alot...just remember you may feel lonely but you are not alone!! 
