michaelsparkle

I have a HUGE crush on my best friend.
She doesn't even want to hear about it. We spend days and days together, either sleeping at my house or hers. Some nights I think I'll go insane. I just want to kiss her. It's just not like that.
I'm about to ruin an awesome friendship because I can't get past it.
Some days I'd rather throw it all away.
And yes I've tried everything. Every stupid trick in my stupid bag of stupid things to do to get a damn girl. nothin.
So my plan is.... lay low. be the good friend. be there when she needs me. STOP being pettty, trying to kiss her and such. just cool out .... and wait.
but it's so hard. and it feeds my infatuation.