I cant believe I spent so much crying over amanda. Slowly the pain and my broken pride faded into apathy and anger. I realize now, what a waste of my energy, my time, my tears.
It still haunts me though. After all I've come through, I still look for her everywhere. Bound by fear of our next encounter, I want to berate her, throw rocks at her, call her all the names that fly through my head, then hold her again. -lame.
So I was having coffee on the back porch this morning with a different ex. She's still my neighbor and we are close friends. She dug up some photos from back in the day. In goth daze. So I uploaded a few shot I did for a friends magazine. Those of you who are suggesting suicideboys may find them as a prelude to something more to come. Personally, I'm just embarassed for being such a dork. So go to my photos and enjoy.
~M~
It still haunts me though. After all I've come through, I still look for her everywhere. Bound by fear of our next encounter, I want to berate her, throw rocks at her, call her all the names that fly through my head, then hold her again. -lame.
So I was having coffee on the back porch this morning with a different ex. She's still my neighbor and we are close friends. She dug up some photos from back in the day. In goth daze. So I uploaded a few shot I did for a friends magazine. Those of you who are suggesting suicideboys may find them as a prelude to something more to come. Personally, I'm just embarassed for being such a dork. So go to my photos and enjoy.
~M~
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yeah, it's always on those cold mornings when I really need her to turn over too! nah, seriously though, the guzzi is freaking tank. unstopable!
no, really my brembos need help!
[Edited on May 31, 2003]