michaelsaloha

I'm tired... not unhappy really, but just a little tired. I could use a little change up around here. Know what I mean? I weigh 320 lbs, that could be why I'm tired. Shit I'm a big mo' fo'.. hehe...
The go-carts are coming along well for the boys, should be ready by June. I can't wait to see their faces...
Pooey, I wouldn't know...
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I'm goin' to the beach... I need a vacation. There's really nothing in the world quite as relaxing as the rythm of the waves. I'm tired and I need a change but till I get off this probation I can't do nothin' major. So I think I'll drive a couple hours and sit on the sand for a bit... get another few hours at my...
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I have love in my life no doubt. I am close with my folks and live nearby, I love my sons and talk with them often, and then the times they are with me are fantastic... I am about to get us into go-carts for this coming summer, sweet! Good times. I can't wait to see their face when they pull up in June and...
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A problem I'm having...

It's been a long time since I have felt creative. In the sense that I am not creating that which is making me happy at a core level, I feel somewhat stifled. Of course its pointless to try to place blame or discover reasons for my lack, it just is and has been for a long time an elusive endeavor. The...
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A new years muse...



For a time I tried,
Really, I was sincere.
But I don't blend,
I don't fit in and in the end,
I realized, I lied.

Michael

I pick up my boys on christmas day this year. We will go to the beach. It has become sort of a thing we look forward to every year. I'll get some fireworks and we will build a fire in the dune and hang out. It is a nice time and they are excited as always. The house is on the end of the street,...
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I haven't had a woman in my bed in quite some time... its a self imposed solitude and I do not regret it. I just miss it sometimes... Tomorrow I get another 4 hours on my chest. Someday someone I think is really amazing is going to think I am amazing too and not try to change me... that will feel nice.

I don 't know what happened... I put the booty pic in a thread in the sextalk group as a funny, and now its on my profile in my pics, how's that? and how do I edit it off if it is inappropriate to be here instead of just in the thread... am I worrying too much about it?