michaelelder

i've never written a blog on here.

being drunk is probably not the best time to start, right? but no one will read this so whatever.

my entire life i've had occurrences of depersonalization disorder, but i just assumed that everyone had that problem. then i saw a movie last year where a guy suffered from it and realized that it wasn't something everyone goes through. oops.

i mean, it's not severe like the guy in the movie, but it's weird and i don't like it. it mostly happens when i'm depressed, i think. i've been depressed lately and it's happened a lot.

depression sucks. love sucks.

but it always comes back to the saying my dad always said, right? life sucks and then you die.

the end.