Sunday Jan 18, 2004

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Waaaaaaaaaa! frown
I couldnt leave the house last night because I was having an ugly night. Ever have one? Where you feel so ugly you cant expose yourself to the world?
Of course, next week Ill probably look at myself and go Damn Im hot! fucking mood swings surreal
Instead, I stayed in and watched American Psycho to remind me of why self image can destroy your sanity.

Oh well. I have tomorrow off! Ill go out and smoozel at the bar tonight. Anyone else have MLK day off?
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siara:
I totally know what you mean, sometimes i don't want to go anywhere when i feel horrible & ugly!!.. but it is stupid really shouldn't let something like that stop me from doing anything.. and neither should you damn it!! I hope you have a good day off!!!! I also have today off.. i only work three days a week and work the other two days at home, so they aren't really off as such, cause i am normally working on my business.. but it is better to work for myself than anyone else!! I love that movie!.. i haven't seen it in ages, i keep meaning to watch it again!
I have decided that i want to learn the history of japan, especially after watching 'the last samuri' last night.. it was so amazing.. and the country is soo beautiful!!
Anyways.. have a lurvely day!!
skull XX kiss
chloe:
Yes. I know that kind of night. Sigh.

[Edited on Jan 20, 2004 3:02PM]

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