miaow

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ok. i need to try really hard to master this. the whole self worth thing.

its hard to keep on top of.

i let the strangest things rattle me. and then i get mad that other people are unbothered by all this murkiness that i get caught up in. especially when they are crap people. and especially when they are the crap people that are causing me to question myself.

but nobody else is doing this to me. its my doing.

i hate seeing this weakness i have. it makes me physically sick.


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