How has Suicide Girls changed my life? Hmm. This is a good one. I gave it a shot 4 years ago because I always wanted to give this type of modeling a try. My boyfriend at the time was very encouraging and that's when I got enough courage to do it. The relationship was extremely toxic and it got to a point where my entire life was being controlled by him. I was no longer "allowed" to do this anymore. Being in an abusive relationship I gave in and was going to give up completely. When I left that relationship I was a little lost, unsure of what I wanted to because I was able to do what I wanted and not what I was told to do. Now a year later I decided to go for it again, Suicide Girls not only gave me the confidence to be me, and do what I do. But it has also inspired me and helped dug me out of a hole I was in from depression/mental health issues and drugs. I gained the power on my own to do what I love and makes me happy. Not only have I gained that but the amount of girls on here I have met and the fans who support me gives me the inspiration do what I do. I thank you all and love you so much. Didn't want to get extremely personal and detailed but here is my blog homework. @rambo @missy