Saturday Jan 08, 2005

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how are you suppose to know that if you don't live your life correctly the first time through that it can make you unhappy and self-loathing. Lesson learned. However, it isn't going away.
The last 7 years have been lived from regret to bad decision to regret.
Can anyone else here tell me how this has affected their lives? Have I made the wrong decisions? Will this make me feel incomplete? forever? Have I hurt these people whom my decisions affected or is it all in MY head?
Is my life really worth anything? Is any life?

Listening to: Black Heart Procession: 2
mood: confused.


on a different note, here is a link to help with tsunami victims. Red Cross/ Donate or
Doctor's Without Borders
There will be a benefit show on Feb 12th here in Boise for Doctor's Without Borders featuring
Art of Colonoscopy
Feasting on the Elderly
Murder & the Media Machine
Starscream
Ye Olde Humppsz
You can find details if you are in the Boise area at
Angry Potato
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lowroller:
I found that I don't do too thinking about things too much. I get realllly depressed about it.

Especially when I think about how much time I've wasted doing a job I hate. Actually .. hate is not a strong enough word for how I feel about it heh. The problem is that at my age it's hard to get a job doing something you have no experience in. It's too easy to keep doing something you hate instead of changing things...

Lately I've been asking myself "what's it all for?". It only gets me down though, so I try not to question things too much. I'm sure the answer will come to me.

If you're wondering whether your actions have hurt people around you, or whether it's only in your head, maybe you should ask them.

Head up. Live for the here and now.

(sorry .. that was a bit long smile )
1stxer:
about the "bad" decisions, we do not need to repeat them and to repeat one over and over expecting different results when the yield is the same ... proves the insanity of it all. wink

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