mia

Well, I was tattood today.. so I feel much better.
I love the total genuine person. It makes me feel intrigued and inspired to be in their prescence. It's hard to find.. and still fear presides.
Fantastic until I get to know you. Maybe. I would like to believe that isn't true. I still have fear. To be crushed by the only consistancy that has remained inside. As long as I hover around the notion, I will be fine, while still being honest, but not intruding.
Keeping something close shouldn't be a chore. Enjoying the moment for what it is should be enough. I do.
damn the refridgerator picture. Kept in high regard, for what reason I don't really know. We are the same breed. Our minds only few in the sea of thoughtless heads and ideas held back by fear and comfort. So much can be spoken so we don't toss in bed. That lingering discomfort can be cured. Feel it in your stomach, just don't ignore the pain. Don't hide the bandages. Live.