mia

Well, I believe my digital camera is not to be found now. It's been several days since the hunt began.
"Realizing you are a character in someone else's dream, that's self awareness"
Yep.
I'm looking for a job right now. Well, this very minute I'm not, but I am looking.
I just want to be doing something I love, it's not calling people on the phone, or entering numbers into a computer or selling shoes. What can I really do though to fit in here? I guess in order to pay this rent and in order to eat and in order to progress in my music, I have to do these things. People have so many aspirations, so much more they want to be. Since most people have decided to put themselves into this spiral, this hole with no bottom, we can hardly express ourselves without all of the unwanted distractions. If everyone had the freedom to feel compassionate about something for more than two hours a day we would be able to focus on what's really important to us. Human connection. Individuality and creativity that expands beyond the capacity of every other human's brain. I agree with anyone who feels this is a problem. I agree with the fact that we should be more free in the choices we make in order to make ourselves. That's right, I know I might just be blabbering on here, but now that I've had time to think about it, I want more time to think about it. I don't want to be pressured into making my life what it could be now in ten years from now. The time that is essentially stolen from us on a daily basis on paying bills and being part of a working machine, which claims everyone is different and has their own artistic outlet, needs to be returned. There is so much time being wasted without genuine thought and continuous expansion of your self realization.