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Starting a new show today, and I don't have a good feeling about it. This will be the last show we do before going back to CSI in august.

I feel this one is going to put a strain on my friendship with the guys I work with.

I guess if I'm aware of it, I can control it. (yeah right, as if)

The rain and fog we made last night was pretty awesome. I'm lucky to have some very talented FX guys working for me.

Tonight we're going to attack flicka (our horse) with the mean 'ol mountain lion. It should be fun.

All this is possible thanks to our new energy drink, "Dicken's Cider". No more Red Bull for us, it's just "Dicken's Cider"!

For anyone...
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Holy crap I'm tired. Only seven more shooting days on this show, but they're gonna be a bitch. We've been working nights. 4pm to 6am generally, not that big of a deal really, excpt the last seven nights are going to be with rain, animatronic dying horses, real horses, mountain lions (real as well), and pissy hair and make-up weenies.

God I love my job!

Vodka, orange juice, white cranberry juice, and elderberry Mana, wait, I gotta get the bottle so I can spell it.....oh yeah, Manischewitz! Very tasty

I think drinking this concoction is keeping me from having any deep, meaningful thoughts though. Oh well, I think to much any way.

I just watched Lenore's video and laughed my left nipple off. I really needed a giggle after the last few days.

Lenore,I love you, and I want to be you!

My uncle, who happens to be my dad's twin, killed himself. The police found him there after my aunt, his sister, called them to check if he was alright.
My father also commited suicide when I was thirteen.

Six days ago one of my best friends killed himself. He went out to the back yard and blew his head off.

I'm not happy.

We can be anyone we want to be here. The hippest most cool cat this side of Elvis. It's kinda wierd isn't it?

I can't do it though. I can't create a personality aside from my own. It feels like cheating. I'm a goon and I admit it.

I'm a sophmoric, nerdy, goon and I like it!

Sci-Fi
Punk rock (including the ORIGINAL punker Hank...
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It was rainy last friday and today, and it's supposed to rain tomorrow.

Know what I've been doing the last few days?

I've been making it rain.

There's nothing like making a miserable day worse on purpose. It was beautiful rain though.
Part of this episode takes place in a mental hospital and some jack-ass (director) thought it would look creepy if it were raining....
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California.





Uberalis.

I quit smoking but it's been pretty easy. I got this great shit flavored nicotine gum. It helps alot.

The only problem is, I liked to smoke, and the gum tastes like shit.

Par for course, shit flavored gum and all.

I didn't quit for the sappy "Do it for your self!" crap. I quit for my kids. Cute little fuckers.

I'm going to use...
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I must say, I'm kinda happy today. L.A. finally has a semi decent radio station (indie 103.1) My three day weekend starts tonite.

I think I'll get a massage or maybe go to the range and shoot some paper or perhaps a little dirt biking oh I know, I'll do it all!!!

Love the World and some times it loves you back.