mezmerized13

So, i have come to a point in my life where I am not too happy with how things have turned out. Currently, I am jobless, as I had to resign from my apprenticeships due to back problems. So I am the poorest I have been. A lot is running through my mind lately. I have so much that I am paying off. My car, my phone, insurance, and just the general weekly things. It's getting me down a fair bit, but has made me realize I need to start putting more effort into saving my money, and making more rational decision in how I am spending it. Cutting down on splurging and buying things that are irrelevant. The job hunt is going pretty damn pathetic, as everywhere I have replied has turned me down, or not given me a response. Thoughts of moving and finding work somewhere else have crossed my mind daily, and even doing some sort of Uni or TAFE course, but I shall see how things pan out.


I have started to get worried about my body as of late. I mean, I ain't going all anorexic or anything, but I am thinking of going on a proper diet. I have decided to cut out takeaway food, and to try cut down on drinking. I am going to start walking everyday, and get my fitness back. I like my build and my size, but my gut has got to go. So if anyone has any suggestions to help, shoot


That's basically all for now, may post a bit more tomorrow...