mezmerized13

I've never been the type that has really worried about being in a relationship or not, but lately, I just feel as though I would love to have someone there. A girl to fall asleep in my arms, wake up next to and look in her eyes. A girl that has the confidence to walk around in her undies and one of my shirts, to just chill with me, talk, do things together, but respect each others alone time. A girl who enjoys being open to new things, and spontaneous. A girl who lets me do things for her, take her places, buy her things, but doesn't rely on me, and will give back. So much more. Do I deserve it? I believe I don't, not now, not until I can prove to myself that I can love myself and be happy with myself before giving my heart to someone. For now, I guess I'll just sit back, and hope for the day I can turn this into reality...