I got barked at again. I was coming out of a shopper drug mart. 2 guys in their mid 20's barked at me.
All of my life I have been known as the "kooky" or "fun" girl. I am always the life of the party. I am the first to give you the shirt off my back or the last dollar from my pocket if it is needed. Some would say these are fantastic character traits ; and, for the most part , they are.
This is where the most superficial part of me comes out. I wanna be known as the "hot" chick. I wanna make people jealous of me just by the way I look.
To be honest when you hear "you're cute" so many times you start thinking people are just saying it to be nice because you are really the pink elephant in the room that no one wants to talk about.
You wanna know why fat people are nice? Because it distracts people from the hideousness that is what they look like. You can argue this all you want, but it's true.
People are not nice. it's true.
I'm really not that nice either.
The kooky person I am is just my defense mechanism. My good personality is all I have.
If I didn't have that , All I would have is my bulbous nose, bad skin and fat ass.
But I gotta run now, I think a pack of dogs are casing me. I hear them barking.
All of my life I have been known as the "kooky" or "fun" girl. I am always the life of the party. I am the first to give you the shirt off my back or the last dollar from my pocket if it is needed. Some would say these are fantastic character traits ; and, for the most part , they are.
This is where the most superficial part of me comes out. I wanna be known as the "hot" chick. I wanna make people jealous of me just by the way I look.
To be honest when you hear "you're cute" so many times you start thinking people are just saying it to be nice because you are really the pink elephant in the room that no one wants to talk about.
You wanna know why fat people are nice? Because it distracts people from the hideousness that is what they look like. You can argue this all you want, but it's true.
People are not nice. it's true.
I'm really not that nice either.
The kooky person I am is just my defense mechanism. My good personality is all I have.
If I didn't have that , All I would have is my bulbous nose, bad skin and fat ass.
But I gotta run now, I think a pack of dogs are casing me. I hear them barking.
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Don't let that nonsense get to you, it only adds fuel to the fire of self-loathing.
But people really do like me and they like you. People do think you're hot, you know that. I really hope something makes you feel good today.