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Thursday Jan 24, 2008

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Ok.

Have you ever woken up and thought. " I want to be in a relationship'?

I know. I know. I am so anti-relationship right now but today I woke up kind of lonely.

I have realized the only men that go for me are the emotionally needy or the prick.

Why isnt there a good in between.

OH OH.. i forgot about another kind of guy. The "let have sex without committment" guy.

There is a certain person I am talking about.

I wont go into too too much detail, but lets say I dont trust him/it.

I am VERY stand-offish with most men. I think its becasue I am sure they only want to use me for sex.
I don't think I have been with someone who wanted to show me off.

I always feel like I am their dirty little secret.

Does that make sense.

I am not the most attractive girl and definitely not the fittest ( I.e I'm fat), but I am a gem to be with.

I think these guys like who I am but dont want to show me off or commit because of what I look like.

I am having a FUGLY DAY so please excuse the lack of self esteem.

RANT DONE






P.S I dont usually get political here but I had to post this..you know.. being a journalist and all



VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
shaggyvixe:
You are Canadas Sweetheart...my lil' crush and an awesome lady! I said what I think now let me adore you biggrin
Jan 24, 2008
sodome:
You look great, but that doesn't fill the universe with deep, charming people.
Finding a bunch of asshat suitors doesn't have anything to do with your appearance, it's just the average run of luck when you're single. When you're attached again and underslept 'cause of all all the love and attention you're getting from all your hot new sweethearts, THEN all your better-qualified admirers will emerge from the woodwork to plague you with offers...
Jan 25, 2008

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