metta

WELL IT'S OFFICIAL.

I had a falling out with my best friend. We have agreed to no longer talk with one another.

I was sick and tired of having to cover for myself whenever he wanted to hang out with me (his gf doesnt like me).

AND

I was sick of always having to feel guilty about any concerns I had. He had a knack of turning things around on me.

I dont want to feel shitty anymore.
I guess I wasnt worth that much to him becasue when I told him that we should seperate all he said was "OK" and left .

I guess you cant count on anyone anymore

RIP FRIEND