Proper blog?? mayhaps.
Things in metta-land are OK.. just OK.
no real highs no real lows. ( well except maybe the break up . we are civil and friendly)
now that i am officially single i have been getting back into the working out/eating right game.
no real results yet that i can see but my SKIN..my god my skin has gotten so good that...
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Things in metta-land are OK.. just OK.
no real highs no real lows. ( well except maybe the break up . we are civil and friendly)
now that i am officially single i have been getting back into the working out/eating right game.
no real results yet that i can see but my SKIN..my god my skin has gotten so good that...
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theaceface:
Having good skin is a gift....use it well.
mazgaoten:
purrrrrrrrr
i swear ill come up with something better but
right now my stomach is going through detox.
the protein is getting to me.
ill update more later.
right now my stomach is going through detox.
the protein is getting to me.
ill update more later.
new day.
fuck it.
fuck it.
pedronz:
Dittos.
It's official. My relationship is over.
I know it was a fault of both of us but i got a letter pointing out all of the shit i did.
what an eye opener.
It was only an eye opener in the sense that i was feeling he was narcissistic and the letter just proved my point.
I didnt retaliate. I let him have his moment...
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I know it was a fault of both of us but i got a letter pointing out all of the shit i did.
what an eye opener.
It was only an eye opener in the sense that i was feeling he was narcissistic and the letter just proved my point.
I didnt retaliate. I let him have his moment...
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brightredscream:
Oooo that is SUCH a good idea!!! I haven't done that in years, and I think he'd seriously like that!
The things that amaze him/entertain him make me smile...they're just...little things, and he finds them great
The things that amaze him/entertain him make me smile...they're just...little things, and he finds them great
brightredscream:
Yeah, those are a must...
I'm hoping that my work schedule, and his work schedule allow us to hit some up
I'm hoping that my work schedule, and his work schedule allow us to hit some up
So where have i gone?
nowhere.
and that scares me...
although i have made great strides in my physical health my actually life has stalled.
so from now on. I am going to do what i WANT...
screw other people.. Im not accountable for them.
It's liberating really.
Ta~
nowhere.
and that scares me...
although i have made great strides in my physical health my actually life has stalled.
so from now on. I am going to do what i WANT...
screw other people.. Im not accountable for them.
It's liberating really.
Ta~
thedarkness:
Only worry about things you can control girl.
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mazgaoten:
you got me......
a present?
a present?
thedarkness:
Looking rather ravishing.
So i try to be the best person i can be...most days.
and most days people can see that.
why is it the person you care for the most ends up thinking you dont care enough about their needs or problems?
why is it when you give your all , it's still not enough.
ive been taken emotionally hostage.
someone pull the trigger.
and most days people can see that.
why is it the person you care for the most ends up thinking you dont care enough about their needs or problems?
why is it when you give your all , it's still not enough.
ive been taken emotionally hostage.
someone pull the trigger.
pidgin:
Sometimes you need to be the best person that you can be... for yourself. I've been trying to come to terms with that myself. Sometimes you have to be just a little bit selfish, short term, to make things work long term. If that's not enough, then they need to grow up. Anyway, that's my take.
pedronz:
'emotionally hostage'
Hmmm... that sounds familiar.
Keep on hun with yourself.... it's what we should do.
Look after 'you'.
One foot before the other... and on and on from there!
You know you're awesome don't you? --- yeah, well you are.
x
Hmmm... that sounds familiar.
Keep on hun with yourself.... it's what we should do.
Look after 'you'.
One foot before the other... and on and on from there!
You know you're awesome don't you? --- yeah, well you are.
x
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thedarkness:
I love P90X! It's what helped me lose all my weight. Looking good girl.
mazgaoten:
i guess an everything buddy would work too 
I just broke up with ricky.
I had enough of his negativity and assholeness.
no support ever from him unless i was spending my money.
he called me a useless cunt and threw my shit on the lawn..
i was outta there.
he can wallow all on his own now.
I had enough of his negativity and assholeness.
no support ever from him unless i was spending my money.
he called me a useless cunt and threw my shit on the lawn..
i was outta there.
he can wallow all on his own now.
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pedronz:
The synchronicity of all is weird! --- to the point of actually being good.
If I'm gonna be heartbroken, I'm happy to be on the same page as someone I care about - even half a world away.
Fuck I hate hearts and what they do to us sometimes.
Seriously... I sometimes wish I was 'colder' --- but it's not really in my nature.
If I'm gonna be heartbroken, I'm happy to be on the same page as someone I care about - even half a world away.
Fuck I hate hearts and what they do to us sometimes.
Seriously... I sometimes wish I was 'colder' --- but it's not really in my nature.
pedronz:
Not all males are 'unfeeling'... trust me 
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porkwizard:
I'm definitely impressed with the changes you've made. Good luck with the program and a belated Happy Birthday!
pedronz:
ohhhhh.... secret bf on the side - lucky me!
I miss you tooooooooooo.... xo
(I will watch the vid when I get home coz I'm at work right now - mwah!)
I miss you tooooooooooo.... xo
(I will watch the vid when I get home coz I'm at work right now - mwah!)
Im a week into the 30 day shred. Its OK.
ive lost an inch in my chest though and nowhere else..lol
i bought a chin up bar in hope of starting the p90x but my place is all screwy and doesnt have normal doorframes.
so there goes 40 bucks... :S
Im gonna have to figure out this shit and soon. im so bored. I hate...
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ive lost an inch in my chest though and nowhere else..lol
i bought a chin up bar in hope of starting the p90x but my place is all screwy and doesnt have normal doorframes.
so there goes 40 bucks... :S
Im gonna have to figure out this shit and soon. im so bored. I hate...
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mydogfarted:
It is good to mix things up. Alternating how and when you work out keeps your body guessing.
lee:
I have the 30 Day Shred DVD. I still haven't managed to get to level 3 though.
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mavenist:
I have it and done it a few times and also sweated bullets.. but i've never stuck with it (story of my life with exercising).
I tell myself someday I'll do the whole 30 days... I hear its great.
I tell myself someday I'll do the whole 30 days... I hear its great.
pedronz:
Imma google this workout and find out more about.... and yeah - I don't think 25 minutes would feel like 'enough' for me!
P.S - Nice thighs
x
P.S - Nice thighs
x