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so i made weigh-ins pretty damn spectacularly. weighed in at 130.

unfortunately, i didn't cut my hair.

my rubber band broke and my ponytail came out about 20 seconds into the fight. i fought the rest of the fight almost literally blinded by my own hair. needless to say, i lost pretty badly. during much of the fight visibility was so poor that i had...
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rin:
one thing that helped me out in the boy-dept was deciding i would be confident. what's wrong with being artistic and musical? nothing. it's easier said than done, of course, but what helped me get confident was making up a kind of mantra that i could focus on and it'd remind me that i actually was rad even if i got made fun of or didn't get that guy i liked or whatever.

another thing: i am really looking forward to going to d.c.! the husband-bot has told me that it's really great, lots of fantastic museums. his parents live near there and we're going to visit them later this year and i am really pumped for the museumage.

third: i like the long entry.
takesatraintocry:
Do you ever pause and think how awkward many of your female classmates are likely to be? In no way do I wish to cast any doubt on your self-described shyness, but it always strikes me that human beings are so damned myopic that true joy always ends up smacking us in the face unexpectedly. Maybe one weekend you could do an experiment: pretend that you're socially aggressive and that the girls in your class are the shy ones. Just act the part, (no, don't be an ass, just be yourself, but with a different expectation for the night's end position) and see what happens.

For background: I've always been the (relatively) successful member of a crew of big shy dorks. I'm a big dork. So I've often been in the postion of cajoling my friends into chasing girls. So this is unsolicited, but maybe not completlely useless... ignore me.
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weigh-ins are in 10 days (on the 13th). i'm feeling good about my weight, but not my wind. hopefully i can get a little bit more wind in time for my fights.

school is good, but i'm not at all progressing on my paper. that has to change immediately. er, after the Super Bowl tongue i don't really care about NFL football, i just like a...
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takesatraintocry:
What do you know about your opponent?
yuriel:
heh glad school is good hope all is treating you well and weretling is rockin for ya too.
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ok, so i apologise that i totally haven't been around AT ALL lately. but i didn't really receive much in the way of "how are you?" notes, so maybe nobody reads my page anyway, or just forgets that it's around when i don't update it.

anyway, for those who take a bit of interest, life is good lately. busy & lonely, but good. i'm doing...
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takesatraintocry:
Don't take it personally. I don't get the 'where have you been' stuff either. I think we both need to post more nudie pics in order to get people more interested, eh? No, probably not.

I was the same way w/r/t schoolwork. Always did just barely enough work to get my A. I heard you guys got snowed in pretty good... any good sledding on campus?
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boxing season has begun. i am on the straight and narrow now, until it is over.

i finalised my class schedule. it's sad to think i'll probably never again register for classes.

my last classes will be: evidence, white collar crime, advanced environmental law, ethics II, and regulatory innovation and democratic governance. i will also be TAing an undergrad poli sci course.

so...back to being...
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driving around country because i have no place to go, no place to be...well, really just no place to be. there's always a place to go, if you can get there.

not much other news.

one of my professors lost my paper, asked me to resend an electronic version to him. but my computer crashed at the end of the semester and i lost everything,...
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rin:
that's what i thought, but i always just considered it regular uni. now i know!
whens420again:
yeah i Totally hear what your sayin man. thats been my life alot lately too.. just unsure of which ways up and where you'll eventually be going.. sorry to hear about the paper/comp crash bit, thats a huge bummer to lose...

you know this place used to and still kind of is a close knit community, but with my lack of computer/net access i dont come around much anymore. and i havent gottten anything from you guys in a good while so i just wanted to write you to say hello... skull

drop me another line one of these times man, it'd be good to hear from ya.. later metro

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finals are over.

still dark thoughts persist.

i can do 1,000 push-ups a day (10 100-push up sets)

i split my chin open tonight, and refused medical treatment...


btw, i'm in Philadelphia visiting my brother before he moves to Hawai'i ne.

send me some love? i mean, c'mon...i've split open my chin and i'm in a strange city where people turn left on red.





all...
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i don't sleep any more...i lie down at night and wait for morning. well, i don't purposely wait. i try to sleep. i try various positions, deep breathing, prayer, meditation, covers, no covers...i even tried wearing some clothes! (i usually/always sleep nude).

so why can't i sleep?

must be nerves...finals begin this friday...and that's a fuck. because i still have so much studying to do!...
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GOOD GRIEF THE STRESS IS GETTING TO ME!

i hate that phrase...not "good grief" (i love THAT phrase), but "the stress is getting to me". it has always sounded like a cop out phrase for people who want to act bitchy just because they feel that their being busy entitles them to be bitchy. not that i'm planning on being bitchy, not at all. i...
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heh heh, so i see there's some curiosity in SG-land as to who has taken to administering my sexual healing. she's an undergrad, a most excellent person. vegan, eco-conscious, etc. i really don't see it going anywhere though. there just isn't THAT much chemistry. plus, she idolises che guevara and well, i just think that's wrong. i hate the bastard, i rank him just behind...
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takesatraintocry:
Congrats on the undergrad nooky! The lack of serious chemistry and your being able to see it is actually a great sign, I think. I've seen a lot of my friends, after long dry spells, get overly and unrealistically enthusiastic about the first girl they happen across, with mostly bad results. I'm no fan of one nighters, but sometimes casual is a godsend. My spell breaker was a good friend, which might seem weird, but that's always been my M.O.

I have to say that I don't exactly idolize Guevera, but I'm curious as to why you would consider him similar to Stalin et al... Do you have direct Cuban connections? (I really don't want to argue about it, just genuinely curious.) I always admired his resolve, especially after he discovered the true Castro, and parted ways with him.

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so little time, so ass-raping-much to do!

ok, well, here's the quickie:

i got sick, i got better, i haven't slept a lot, but i've done a lot of reading.

i've been fucked, sucked, and rubbed down, all in the interest of bringing down my fever (now THAT'S some lovin'!), and also got notes from a buddy in one of my classes. awesome.

deadlines are...
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yuriel:
i wish i had your luck with someone to try getting me to feel better hahahahah tongue

good luck man <3

yeah smile

feel better soon too.
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takesatraintocry:
who's your nurse?