i took a short hiatus there, if anyone noticed. been working hard here in Cleveland, doing good work, fighting the good fight on behalf of the environment.
i'm at an odd point. usually, people "can't wait" for something or another to happen...and i can honestly say that i could wait for anything. i have no love life - oh well. summer is kinda boring - oh well. i have only one more y ear of school, then i'm done - oh well. wake up now? sure, why not. go to bed now? sure, why not. take a lunch break, buy a cd, have a shower, eat, smoke, drink, jack off - nothing really interests me so much that i can't wait for it.
i guess i'm in a state of total complacency. not happiness. some of the things i described are annoying - working through the night, skipping lunch break, no love life, wanna get school done with, wanna listen to music, wanna have a smoke - but i just don't care to make any big changes.
maybe i'm making enough big changes at work that i don't need to take care of big changes in my own life anymore. i dunno.
it's nice, though, to have someplace to write this all down.
i'm at an odd point. usually, people "can't wait" for something or another to happen...and i can honestly say that i could wait for anything. i have no love life - oh well. summer is kinda boring - oh well. i have only one more y ear of school, then i'm done - oh well. wake up now? sure, why not. go to bed now? sure, why not. take a lunch break, buy a cd, have a shower, eat, smoke, drink, jack off - nothing really interests me so much that i can't wait for it.
i guess i'm in a state of total complacency. not happiness. some of the things i described are annoying - working through the night, skipping lunch break, no love life, wanna get school done with, wanna listen to music, wanna have a smoke - but i just don't care to make any big changes.
maybe i'm making enough big changes at work that i don't need to take care of big changes in my own life anymore. i dunno.
it's nice, though, to have someplace to write this all down.
Oh well...