funny story. well, funny because it's embarassing. but what do i do best, if not embarass myself, eh?
so anyway, i got home from practice today, peeled most of my sweaty clothes off, and started checking my body in the mirror for bruises. of course, there were none, but it never hurts to check (well, ok, it hurts, but it's not the checking that causes the hurt).
um, so, i'm looking all over, don't find anything, and then i realise - i'm not scared by what i see in the mirror. i actually kinda liked it. so i kept looking at my body for a few minutes til i realised - whoa, i am SO not supposed to be checking myself out.
and now i ask you - is this a narcissistic personality flaw that i should monitor? or is this natural and healthy?
three more days of starving, then weigh-ins. i am totally going to PIG OUT on thursday!
so anyway, i got home from practice today, peeled most of my sweaty clothes off, and started checking my body in the mirror for bruises. of course, there were none, but it never hurts to check (well, ok, it hurts, but it's not the checking that causes the hurt).
um, so, i'm looking all over, don't find anything, and then i realise - i'm not scared by what i see in the mirror. i actually kinda liked it. so i kept looking at my body for a few minutes til i realised - whoa, i am SO not supposed to be checking myself out.
and now i ask you - is this a narcissistic personality flaw that i should monitor? or is this natural and healthy?
three more days of starving, then weigh-ins. i am totally going to PIG OUT on thursday!
fufuberry:
i think your doing fine until you start jacking off to yourself