metier_catwoman

But I still remember ya from waaaay back when...

I guess you weren't so worried about keeping your identity secret back then.

hey baby love... how you doin? Brucey misses you!

Ex-fat kids of the world unite!

So, was "America! FUCK YEAH!!!" ringing in your head all night after the movie? I think I actually dreamed in puppet the night after I saw it.

Enjoy the rain.

whoohooo yay!

hmm i think i would pick the new asshole over the old creep.

gun club ehh? do they teach you how to shoot? i always wanted to learn in a safe enviornment

Holy cow! Could it be? Has she really updated the journal???

You worked at a Hobbytown??? Heheh. Wow, I used to spend all my allowance there back in the good old days... Though I don't know why I call them the "good" old days. I mean the reason I was spending all my time drawing and making models is 'cause I was the fat kid...

But now I get to laugh at all of them 'cause their bald and have ugly kids and mortgages! Bwhahahahaha... Not that I'm bitter, vindictive or anything like that.

Hmmm... Do you really want to work for an asshole so near firearms? God knows that I have days where if I had a weapon of any sort, someone in this here office would feel my wrath... And what does "wrath" feel like? Is it coarse and grating, or smooth and fulfilling? I guess it depends if you're the "wrather" or the "wrathee."

And yes, I'm rambling, 'cause as long as people hear me typing, they assume I'm working and stay away.

Enjoy your porn.

it's about time you checked in little Chica... you still wanna do the Halloweenie party ting at CalArts?... missin & lovin
j

actually it's the Friday before Halloweewee... drop me a line so I can get you a ticket set aside...

luvin
j

I do the same thing. I have much empathy for people and I end to give everyone a chance and the benifit of the doubt that they too will have the same kindness and compassion for their fellow man. But alas I am constantly feeling like a chump when this is not the case. but how can you not keep having faith.

I was just going to stop by and say hey. I hope you are doing well. Stop by my page sometime, I have another long ass entry. Peace - jase

S'Okay. I still haven't seen Napoleon yet either. Bubba, on the other hand... Let's just say that I've put a few miles on that DVD.

Strangers are bound to happen. And every once in a while you come out a better person for knowing them... Something to do with that old proverb: We're all destined to serve as either a good example or a horrible warning...

sup, MC?

you just got double bood .... missin ya girl... hey go see Criminal... great flick & check out What the #%X@! do We Know...

hey? wanna come to the CalArts Halloween party?... it's always a good one!

love yo ya little sista
j

fires are really beautiful...and sometimes they sound beautiful too

i'd love to see that art piece when it's done.

hmmm crazy lady that likes fire! i saw the fire too... i tried to take a picture we should hang out some time!

Indeed.

I don't know. The crying and masturbating about me at the same time is actually kinda hot. Speaking of masturbating, what happened to all of the sexy pics of you takings pics of yourself, pretending to be Austin? What am I to jerk off to now? Hmm?

Anyway, you asked:

Do you like kittens?

Yes, very much so. One of our cats had three kittens last year, and they are really quite amazing. It's a shame they couldn't stay little, but watching them grow is amusing.

Whats makes you happy when sadness overwhelms you?

Saddness never overwhelms me. I really no experience extremes of emotion in either direction; I never get very sad, nor do I ever feel elation. This lead one lover to comment that I was "emotionally dead." I couldn't say whether or not it's a bad thing as I've never felt anything else.

Still, writing always raises my mood. There's something very theraputic about putting my nebulous thoughts into words.

Whats your fav color?

Growing up, my mother tried very hard to make my favorite color blue (and my brother's favorite color green) as my eyes were blue and wearing blue shirts highlighted that (my brother had greenish eyes, so the same theory applied). While this had the effect of me being partial to blue, I really favor dark colors and earth tones.

if you could be anywhere for a day, where.....anyone...who?

No clue on either.

what makes you mad?

Currently the thing that angers me the most is when I see a lack of empathy. I hate it when I encounter people who sincerely believe that the way they experience the world is the way everyone else does; that if they don't find someone or something appealing then no one should.

Pet peeves?

I find slavish pandering to tradition irksome.

fav food?

Hamburgers cooked on a George Foreman grill, covered in onion and A1 steak sauce, washed down with a Cherry Coke. And stir-fried lobster in ginger sauce is pretty sweet, too. And let's not forget how tempting a salad with a good creamy italian salad dressing can be.

last time you cried?

Hmm. I can't recall specifically. Probably when the Violinist and I ended our relationship so that she could go to Chicago to study. I'm pretty sure we both cried then. So, maybe three years ago?

what attracts you to someone?

I wish I could say that there was something simple that attracts me but there isn't. The range of things that has attracted me to different people is immense. It's impossible to say in advance; I only know attraction when I see it. One annoyance is that I find talent and intelligence very attractive. It's annoying as those qualities often lead me to be attracted to people I really shouldn't be. And then there's the fact that I'm a thong fetishist and seeing someone in a thong makes me immediately and painfully attracted to them.

if i was a vampire and bit you on your succulent neck...what age would you want to live forever?

Nineteen. I was at my most flexible (I could suck my own dick), my hair was so long it was at the middle of my back, I was amazingly productive with my writing, and my stamina was at my peak.

what thoughts do you have running behind those beautiful eyes of yours right......................NOW!?

Very, very naughty thoughts that should only be shared through harsh whispers into an ear.

are you happy?

I'm fairly content, which isn't exactly happy. But I'm hardly unhappy.

would you say your a happy kinda guy?

You're really hung up on this happy issue. Yes, I'm a fairly happy guy, which is to say that I'm happy more than I'm not.

what is a common comment made to you, about you?

"I love your tongue," "You have great eyes," and "How old are you?" seem to top the list.

i'm lame arent i?

Nope. I rather like you.

hey little Sista... you doin' ok up there with the fires?... thinkin' about all my friends up in the hills there.. let me know girl
love to ya
j

brian

What a coincidence, cuz I'm not only Brian, but I'm Batman, too... you make a much cuter Catwoman than Halle, by the way...

Oh, yeah....and you're only like 45 minutes southwest from me....so I'm totally cool with making the drive down to Santa Clarita. Just say when girl!!!

hey Buffalo Gal... just saw L.I.E.
it's creepy beautiful...(& oddly available at BlockBuster)
so my job in Valencia is starting up this week & I have a good friend who lives near Castaic that I'll be staying with at times... we should try to catch a flick or maybe you could come up to her place & we'll do movie nite...

it'd be cool if it worked out...
love to ya girl
j

Duuude, the Maxx rocked... .they could make such a weird movie outta that... yeah, the American Psycho as Batman, should rock balls. Batman's my boy... I couldn't get into Spiderman 1 much, it was a bit cheesy.. but this second one rocked the fuckin house...

F9/11 is the fucking deal!!! you must see it...
love to ya
j