Friday Sep 05, 2003

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fuck the 'back' button. I had a large entry typed and now it is lost to the shifting pages of the web. Perhaps that is fitting, for it was a drunken tirade against my emotions of loneliness and self pity, in face of social situations and nonpotential romantics crushes. Which is better, to feel or think? That is indeed the question of the night for me. Well, the question of my life.

sigh...
jora:
For me, I vote "to think", only because it is easier for me to deal with. If I could become a robot and still be able to create art, I would. My feelings are too frustrating and painful for me. I'd rather avoid them. But then, I'd miss out on happiness, even though it is rare, it's wonderful. Ok, so maybe I'm split on this one. If I could incorporate the two with some real balance, maybe I would feel more sane.

By the way, I've lost entries too, so I type them in Word first and then cut and paste, just in case.

Take care.


[Edited on Sep 05, 2003]

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