metalphilia

I've made a stand. And I felt kinda bad for a little while, because for the time being, I've lost the one place I can go to obsess about the music I love the most. But I've kept quiet about a lot of things that went on there, even though they pissed me off really badly. And lately, there have been way too many bitches...
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Oh boy, now I get to listen to a whole bunch of women talk about how they want to "fuck his brains out".

Seriously? Are you fucking serious???

That's just adding insult to injury. Even if some of 'em don't know it. And, it only suck for me, not anyone else. So, I guess it doesn't fucking matter.

You know what?? Fuck you.

I like you, I don't like you... But mostly, I like you.

But you're obviously done. It was just a game to you. So... why do I still want you if you're being so cruel?

In your defense, you probably have no idea what you're doing to me, how much this really hurts me. And if you do, you have...
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I've decided that I'm just plain crazy. I really wish this would stop. It sucks.

I hate my jealousy. I fucking HATE IT.

I should just stop. I really should. Every time I fall for someone, they always end up flirting with someone else, right where I can see it. And I always end up a jealous, heartbroken harpy. I kinda wanna claw the bitch's eyes out. I hate when I get like that...

I just want this to stop....
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... Why do I wanna go to Texas so bad???

I swear, it has nothing to do with what most of my acquaintances would think. I've wanted to go since before that whole thing started.

Plus, I think getting out of this place for a little while would do me some good.

P.S. It kinda hurts my feelings when people say piercings and tats are...
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I just realized how fucking awesome this song is.

I'm feeling slightly more optimistic. Maybe things will get better sooner than I had originally thought.

But as of right now, I'm still a jealous bitch, and he still flirts with anything that has boobs.

Shit... Something has to fucking go right now.

I can't sleep. I don't have any appetite. At all.

This is SO fucking stupid. I wish it would stop. I wish I could stop it. But, I don't know how to.



And hell, I know that sounds really cliche. But, it turns out it's all true.