metalphilia

Holy shit. I somehow managed to get a new job, one that I thought I'd like. But so far, I can't stand it. All it's been is stress stress stress. Starting a new job is always stressful, but I feel like this is really starting to take its toll on me and I'm not sure I want to put up with it for much longer. I'm just so sick of everything. This job included, and its only been a couple of weeks. It feels totally wrong already, which makes me wonder about my own judgement as well. If I thought I'd like this job and I can't stand it, am I wrong to want to be in Cali so badly, too??

Hoping I can hold on to this until something else comes along, since I was let go from the other coffee shop job I had. It's my only source of income now. I'm honeslty not sure that I can stand this for much longer, though. I guess we'll see.