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Friday Apr 19, 2013

Apr 19, 2013
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Sigh. Being in love with someone you'll never have causes the STUPIDEST, most annoying kind of pain.

So unbelievably ridiculous. No matter how many times I tell myself to just let it go, for some shitty reason, I can't. All I'm doing is making myself miserable, but nothing ever changes, no matter how hard I try to just move on. Maybe someday I'll find someone who will make me feel the way he makes me feel. I guess I'll just have to wait and see. I'm trying to remain hopeful, but it's really difficult. A life without him in it just seems so bland to me. Even if I do end up finding someone that I can love the way I love him.

I feel so silly. I wish I didn't feel this way about him.

blackeyed
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stcyr:
It's natural, and normal, to lust after, and desire that which you don't
or can't
have.
When you feel the same way about that what you do have,
that's "love."

You will have it.
Someday.
Trust me. smile
Apr 19, 2013
aepaul:
Is there someone else you like? If so, shower that person with affection.

If there's no one else you like, keep your mind busy doing something else. If you keep thinking about him, you're just gonna get depressed.
Apr 19, 2013

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