I want to go back, but I don't know if I'm ready yet. I don't want to run away from what's been hurting me anymore. I want to crush that fear of what I might see with my fists and laugh at it. But I have no idea if going back will make me stronger, or if it will just rip a big hole in me.
I simply don't want to run anymore. I just want to be truly happy.
Oh, and apparently people have been complaining about my "attitude" at work. Which is horseshit, because I always make sure to be super-polite to everyone, even the people who are assholes to me. And still, people complain. I can never win, can I? I just wanna go one week without hearing something negative about my performance at work. I'm trying really hard, I'm doing everything properly, I know I am. So, why does everyone complain??
I work at 7 am tomorrow. I really don't feel like going in.
I'm so fucking stressed, it's not even funny. But I hope you're all doing well.
I simply don't want to run anymore. I just want to be truly happy.
Oh, and apparently people have been complaining about my "attitude" at work. Which is horseshit, because I always make sure to be super-polite to everyone, even the people who are assholes to me. And still, people complain. I can never win, can I? I just wanna go one week without hearing something negative about my performance at work. I'm trying really hard, I'm doing everything properly, I know I am. So, why does everyone complain??
I work at 7 am tomorrow. I really don't feel like going in.
I'm so fucking stressed, it's not even funny. But I hope you're all doing well.
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as far as people at work.... Fuck-em! as long as your work perfomance is good, let it speak for itself.
sending some positive energy your way.....