I cannot believe how AWESOME my luck is. 
First off, just let me say that starting a new job totally sucks at first. I hate beng in that stage where I don't know how to do anything and I'm always fucking everything up and forgetting everything. It makes me feel like a dumbass, and I HATE feeling that way. But, you know, it's kind of inevitable. It happens, I guess.
ANYWAY, the story about my awesome luck. After work yesterday, I ended up going to a baseball game with a couple of friends of mine. It was cool and all, but I wasn't really paying much attention because I thought it'd be a great idea to start text-flirting with this gorgeous guy I have a thing for. Why I thought it'd be a good idea to do such a thing, I have no idea. It was going great. At first. No problems or regrets whatsoever. But while leaving the game, I somehow ended up calling him, and didn't even realize it until the call was almost 2 minutes in. Once I saw that, I hung up, of course, but uh... it was a little too late to try and save myself. I asked him if he called me, but he said that I called him. I knew that, but I was hoping that it was the other way around and I was going to save myself from more humiliation. Didn't work. He had heard pretty much the entire conversation I was having with my friends, about how fucking hot he is. Just my luck, I should realize this by now. If something is seemingly going well for me, the universe will most likely try to fuck with it.
I honestly don't even really know what to say about the whole thing. Other than it was un-FUCKING-believably embarrassing. And it caused me to spend the rest of the night spazzing. My buddies kept telling me it was okay and not to freak out, but I, uh, really couldn't help it. I also hate embarrassing myself. I don't even remember what I said, I just know that I didn't want him to hear me like that. Luckily, he thought it was cute and continued to flirt with me. Hopefully, I didn't weird him out or anything... He probably got a really good laugh out of it.
And actually, the whole thing could have been a hundred times worse. If I'm going to make an ass out of myself, I'd rather that it happened with someone I didn't have to face every day.
Ah, I simply love a huge glass of humility at night.
First off, just let me say that starting a new job totally sucks at first. I hate beng in that stage where I don't know how to do anything and I'm always fucking everything up and forgetting everything. It makes me feel like a dumbass, and I HATE feeling that way. But, you know, it's kind of inevitable. It happens, I guess.
ANYWAY, the story about my awesome luck. After work yesterday, I ended up going to a baseball game with a couple of friends of mine. It was cool and all, but I wasn't really paying much attention because I thought it'd be a great idea to start text-flirting with this gorgeous guy I have a thing for. Why I thought it'd be a good idea to do such a thing, I have no idea. It was going great. At first. No problems or regrets whatsoever. But while leaving the game, I somehow ended up calling him, and didn't even realize it until the call was almost 2 minutes in. Once I saw that, I hung up, of course, but uh... it was a little too late to try and save myself. I asked him if he called me, but he said that I called him. I knew that, but I was hoping that it was the other way around and I was going to save myself from more humiliation. Didn't work. He had heard pretty much the entire conversation I was having with my friends, about how fucking hot he is. Just my luck, I should realize this by now. If something is seemingly going well for me, the universe will most likely try to fuck with it.
I honestly don't even really know what to say about the whole thing. Other than it was un-FUCKING-believably embarrassing. And it caused me to spend the rest of the night spazzing. My buddies kept telling me it was okay and not to freak out, but I, uh, really couldn't help it. I also hate embarrassing myself. I don't even remember what I said, I just know that I didn't want him to hear me like that. Luckily, he thought it was cute and continued to flirt with me. Hopefully, I didn't weird him out or anything... He probably got a really good laugh out of it.
And actually, the whole thing could have been a hundred times worse. If I'm going to make an ass out of myself, I'd rather that it happened with someone I didn't have to face every day.
Ah, I simply love a huge glass of humility at night.
dark_cabal:
Well, I think that sort of thing has happened to the best of us. If he wasn't interested he would have hung-up the phone right away, but since he was intrigued I'm guessing that's a good sign for you. At least you were humbled by the experience.
_pax_:
Thank you for the friend request! 