metalphilia

I'm trying to remain optimistic, but I feel as if I have no control over my life, or anything that I somehow end up getting invloved with. I really need to learn how to stand up for myself and say what I'm feeling, instead of letting everyone think that I'm okay with what's going on. I just want things to go right for once. I want things to feel right. But the universe has other plans for me, I guess.

Singing saves me, though. It really does.




Oh, and it's also funny how things keep popping up about my old job and the assholes that I thought were my friends there. Even though I haven't been there in almost 7 months, I keep hearing about things that went on when I was too naive to notice. Whatever. Fuck them.