I swear, I am never fucking drinking again. I really, truly mean that. Emetophobe + alcohol = extremely terrified person over here. I'm usually okay when I drink, but tonight, it didn't work out so well.
Not only did I scare the shit out of myself, but I also embarrassed myself. Massively. Everyone kept saying, "Oh, it happens, it's okay, it's not a big deal." But I still felt like a terrified little dumbass. I still feel that way right now, actually. And I feel bad. I probably ruined that party for everyone else.
Just my fucking luck that this had to happen to me. Whatever. Fuck.
Not only did I scare the shit out of myself, but I also embarrassed myself. Massively. Everyone kept saying, "Oh, it happens, it's okay, it's not a big deal." But I still felt like a terrified little dumbass. I still feel that way right now, actually. And I feel bad. I probably ruined that party for everyone else.
Just my fucking luck that this had to happen to me. Whatever. Fuck.