I just recently discovered that I was set up when I was fired from my last job.
I was SET UP to be fired? Are you FUCKING kidding me? What the hell kind of a world do we live in where people will completely screw someone over like that for their petty reasons, especially when that person didn't do a fucking thing wrong??? WHAT KIND...
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I was SET UP to be fired? Are you FUCKING kidding me? What the hell kind of a world do we live in where people will completely screw someone over like that for their petty reasons, especially when that person didn't do a fucking thing wrong??? WHAT KIND...
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The best metal music video of all FUCKING time.
I want a video game like that.
laslenasepu:
totally!
I swear, I am never fucking drinking again. I really, truly mean that. Emetophobe + alcohol = extremely terrified person over here. I'm usually okay when I drink, but tonight, it didn't work out so well.
Not only did I scare the shit out of myself, but I also embarrassed myself. Massively. Everyone kept saying, "Oh, it happens, it's okay, it's not a big...
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Not only did I scare the shit out of myself, but I also embarrassed myself. Massively. Everyone kept saying, "Oh, it happens, it's okay, it's not a big...
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Lately, the breeze always seems to smell like rain, even though it hasn't rained in weeks.
I love it. I absolutely love it.
I love it. I absolutely love it.
brightredscream:
Thanks for the friend request ♥
I am officially not a teenager. Thank fucking god. Although, I still feel so small and child-like sometimes. It's weird.
I need to find some way to forgive myself. I really can't be miserable like this forever. I need to figure out how to let go of this, or it will kill me. I need to find some way to leave the past in the...
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I need to find some way to forgive myself. I really can't be miserable like this forever. I need to figure out how to let go of this, or it will kill me. I need to find some way to leave the past in the...
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arsenic:
Happy birthday sweetheart!! 
debased_pixie:
My pleasure and yeah it is xx
To apply to be an SG or not to apply to be an SG. This is what has been on my mind for the last year, for the most part. Ever since I became familiar with SuicideGirls, I always thought it was absolutely amazing. Im not even sure why I want to do it. I just know that I want to do it, and badly...
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twiitch:
I understand where you're coming from. Since I turned 18 I've flip flopped between sending in a set or not. There have been reasons to stop me, either because of someone I dated who was against it, not finding the right photographer, or when I got pregnant. I wanted to become a SG because I wanted to be unique and let the people who like this site and understand this type of art as a way of self expression, to see how I see myself. Whether it be naked or with clothes on, I am proud of how I look and the art I've permantly painted on my body and want the world to see it.
Then again, I have made my mom aware that this was something I wanted to do, and she sees it from a completely different perspective. As do a small portion of friends I have. Otherwise, my boyfriend now, and other family and friends support my decision and know that this is ME.
If we did everything the way everyone else wanted us to, then we would never be ourselves.
lol if that makes sense.
XOXO
Twiitch
Then again, I have made my mom aware that this was something I wanted to do, and she sees it from a completely different perspective. As do a small portion of friends I have. Otherwise, my boyfriend now, and other family and friends support my decision and know that this is ME.
If we did everything the way everyone else wanted us to, then we would never be ourselves.
lol if that makes sense.
XOXO
Twiitch
panther289:
First the Happy Birthday part... Happy Birthday! 
Very interesting blog. When you make a choice(any decision for that matter) you make it based on your situations(i.e. personal desire, social impact, finacial considerations). There are what you will assess as positive or negitive reactions that you are willing to accept. Putting yourself out for the world to see has it's share of risk and reward. In the end, this is something you can decide. Notice I did not say "must decide". If you limit it to a "do or do not" then you take away your true "choice". You are your own person and there for will know what is right for you in the end.
This website has much to offer on many different areas of the "culture". Take all the time you need because in the end only you know what is right for you.
Again, Happy Birthday. Have a great day.
Very interesting blog. When you make a choice(any decision for that matter) you make it based on your situations(i.e. personal desire, social impact, finacial considerations). There are what you will assess as positive or negitive reactions that you are willing to accept. Putting yourself out for the world to see has it's share of risk and reward. In the end, this is something you can decide. Notice I did not say "must decide". If you limit it to a "do or do not" then you take away your true "choice". You are your own person and there for will know what is right for you in the end.
This website has much to offer on many different areas of the "culture". Take all the time you need because in the end only you know what is right for you.
Again, Happy Birthday. Have a great day.
Hrmpf. I just realized that whatever's coming, it's probably gonna be a month-and-a-half long period of heartache. Oh boy, I am looking forward to it! Not.
Well, it might be. It also might not be. Hopefully I'm able to control my mind.
Well, it might be. It also might not be. Hopefully I'm able to control my mind.
FUCK. I absolutely despise this stupid body of mine. It doesn't work properly.
In other news...
Words cannot describe how much I miss dancing. It was stupid of me to quit when I did, but I guess it doesn't really matter. I would have had to quit sooner or later. Too fucking expensive. I would dance on my own, but, alas, I have no space...
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In other news...
Words cannot describe how much I miss dancing. It was stupid of me to quit when I did, but I guess it doesn't really matter. I would have had to quit sooner or later. Too fucking expensive. I would dance on my own, but, alas, I have no space...
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dark_cabal:
Fill the void. Just because you don't have money doesn't mean you can't dance somewhere. Improvise, if your serious about it don't let anything stop you.
Eleven days. Just eleven more days, and it will be over. I can then rest easy for another year. Or, at least try to. Until it's time to go through all this again.
Trying to make myself sleep when I'm not tired just makes my head hurt. Really bad.
lynx:
Thank you. I hate trying to sleep. Just give up. hehe
Oral sex is disgusting. I seriously don't know how people can put a dick in their mouth and then live with themselves afterward. I seriously don't understand how people can enjoy doing so.
That's it. I'm just throwing my two cents out into the world, for no reason whatsoever.
And just for the record, I think men are fucking disgusting for liking it so much....
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That's it. I'm just throwing my two cents out into the world, for no reason whatsoever.
And just for the record, I think men are fucking disgusting for liking it so much....
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Can I just fast forward life to the 20th? I don't really want to live through the next 18 days. I just want to get that one day -- which I'm sure will be god-awful -- overwith.
Feeling completely crushed. And I feel like nothing will ever change, no matter how hard I try to escape. I feel like I will always be trapped. Whatever....
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Feeling completely crushed. And I feel like nothing will ever change, no matter how hard I try to escape. I feel like I will always be trapped. Whatever....
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