This will probably be my last entry of the year. God, I'm so glad 2005 is over. This year marked one of the biggest emotional downfalls I've encountered in my life. And I'm so happy and eager to put it all behind me.
I've seen the good, the bad, the ugly and everything in between from... Read More
I think 2005 for me was one of the best and a year that I was more alone!
What could you have ever done to push your friends away!
I will be around as long as I can and I hope it all goes well for you, I hope you and the boy live a really great year together and I hope all the friends that have fun away will come back to you!
I'm a reasonable man get off get off get off my case . . .
I got a fish. His name is Jesse 'the devil'. He has a big orange brain and huge fish sucking lips. I love him.
I've been downloading music like crazy since I got this new Ipod for xmas. It's hindering my ability to proceed with this new project I'm working... Read More
Sick. At Xmas time. It never fails. The disease seems to poke it's nasty little infection over me during this otherwise relaxing and formal holiday. And I have to DJ for Dan's cousins Xmas Eve party tonight. In the cold.
Tomorrow I'm going to see EODM. I don't doubt it's going to be awesome too.
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Christmas is nearing and I'm getting a slight burning sensation in my belly. I wonder what my 'cinnamon bun toaster strudel' boy is going to get me for XMAS (hopefully a trip to Disneyland . . . crossing fingers).
I get home from work and you're
still standing in your dressing gown,
well what am i to do?
i know all the things around your head
and what they do to you.
what are we coming to?
what are we gonna do?
the troubled words of a troubled mind
i try to understand what is eating you.
i try to stay awake but its... Read More
hey, that's christian in your profile pic. and he's bleeding. and you look so happy to be posing for a picture with him, when he should be receiving medical attention.
i hate being the bad guy. the one who has to speak her mind cause she feels, so much. its unbelievable . . . the pain, like poison melting away your insides.
i hate feeling like this.
'one mans trash is another mans treasure' - they say. 'you don't know what you got till it's gone' - they swear. 'if you love it, let... Read More
So we have a X-mas tree all pretty and decorated. Every time I look at it, I smile - cause it makes me all warm inside. Our first X-mas tree in our first apartment. I feel so old.
(back track)
Depeche Mode was amazing - I'd expect nothing less anyway. We also went to a couple tiki bars and hit up the karaoke scene in... Read More
sucks to get that ticket. find yourself a lawyer before your court date. it might not sound like that big a deal, but as my dad always told me," If you're thinking about going into court without a lawyer, you may as well go naked too."