metalmarna

Moving on . . .
Probably one of the most hardest things to do in life.

I got a job working at Pei Wei, an asian diner in Torrance. I work with one of the twins and this other girl I went to high school with. It's cool. I get yummy food and everyone there is nice, so that is very very good.

DOWNSIDE: no black nail polish, no lipstick, not more than one ring on each hand, no braclets, NO...
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School is such a drag. It is so not challenging for me anymore - I need to get out and start work. I mean, I love learning - but I love learning about things I am interested in . . . this campus is also so fucking DEPRESSING, it makes me so sad and weary. I need a new environment to expand my knowledge in....
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I changed my name cause I don't want to be known as thedefeated.

threw you the obvious and you flew with it on your back,
a name in your recollection,
thrown down among a million same.
difficult not to feel a little bit disappointed and passed over when i've looked right through to see you naked and oblivious and you don't see me.
here i am expecting just a little bit too much from the wounded.
but i...
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This is great - I am happy! YES YES YES YES YES!!!

I am going to a show tonight. Anyone wanna come with?

FEATURE:
Rolling Blackouts
Flash Express
the Mean Reds
and many DJ's.

It is going to be KICK ASS!! I cannot wait to indulge myself in a nice bottle of yellowtail and dance the night away.

It is so beautiful here in the...
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Oh my, oh my. I've got it all wrong.

Someone just slammed on the brakes in my head and now I'm under this conscious understanding about the minuscule aspects in my life that I have taken so seriously lately.

I have been so incredibly selfish these days. Selfish to the point that I lost all direction in my life and every day living. I lost...
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We are just those jagged little puzzle pieces frantically yearning to find the corresponding pieces that fit together to complete the picture that is our lives.

The most colorful thing I own in my whole entire wardrobe is this striped green dress I got from Target a couple months ago. I was so excited about this dress and I purchased this dress with the notion that I was going to wear it often. I pictured myself dancing in it, getting salsa on it from eating chips and salsa at Diana's, even...
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So I have decided to joing My Space. It was a very hard decision to make but in the end - I figured it would do me more good than bad. Like SG.

So, here it goes.

I also figured this is just another tool to expand the roots of Ad Infinitum Magazine and everything beautiful I stand for. This world is amazing and people...
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