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Adrian just got on the train and left me here. I don't know when I'll see him again, but I miss him already. What a savior, that boy. His presence was so comforting. I never know if I'll ever find someone who makes me feel as safe as he does.

It's times like this that make my days so meloncholy - to say goodbye to those you love.

(what is this?)

Christmas is coming up and I can't help but feel that nostalgic thickness suffocate me. The thought of spending christmas time with the one you love is one of the best feelings. And being so lucky to be able to share it with someone -that's what I'm thankful for this year.

('someday you will be loved')

I was taking a piss this morning and my lover opens the shower curtains and stands there with the cutest smile on his face - all naked and wet, then he grabs a towel and holds it against him, looks at me and says, "Hi baby. I love you." I farted right after he said it, like that was my response to his comment. We started laughing so hard! It was a great moment to start the day.

It's little moments like this that make my life just a little more tolerable to live.

(dinner with friends)

So next week, I am closing the restaurant I work at for my not-so-little private party I'm throwing for my friends and family. It's a formal party which means you have to dress up if you choose to come. It's going to be a lot of fun. And then shortly after dinner, me and my baby are heading down to AZ for some turkey dinner with mommy and a little Depeche Mode action the day after. We also plan on watching the new Harry Potter movie at the IMAX.

It's cool weekends like this that make my life mucho bueno.